platonic marriage premium+ (benchtrio/Dreamsmp)

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tw//blood, gore, crying, panic attack any others im sorry 

tommy pov

i yawned and grumbled, my tail swished in irritation i went to get up, squeaking as i was pulled back  feeling something also push me at the same time. I rubbing my eye i let out a squeak as i yawned snorting soot onto who ever was in-front of me accidentally i heard a giggle and the person behind me nuzzled into my shoulder i grumbled and made a barely audible noise of distress. i felt both heads jerk up and start to move closer to me.

" are yo okay?" 

"did you have a nightmare?"

"did you get hurt? where are you hurt?"

"did something try attack you? who am i killing?"

"whe-"

"guys! guys... im fine! i swear, my back just hurts a ton..."

i mumbled, embarrassed and fiddling with my hand. I heard someone chuckle and kiss my forehead as the other rubbed my shoulders. i nuzzled into ,who i can only assume is, ranboo my face red as i covered my ears i felt tubbo keep rubbing my shoulders i felt my muscles relax. i relaxed and leaned back wards,  cooing quietly i yawned and turned over cuddling tubbo and wrapping my tail around him. i was happy and cozy, i felt ranboo move from behind me and looked over to him slightly, he ruffled my hair as he grabbed some clothes and walked to the bath room. tubbo and i  just cuddled the whole time talking quietly , i yawned again and pulled him up and quietly whimpered again, my back was fucking painful.

"are you okay? toms?"

i nodded and grumbled, scratching my back. after a while i felt someone grab my hands i turned my head angrily then i looked to my hands and realised, i had a blood on my nails. i looked up at ranboo, who was still holding my wrists with a concerned look as tubbo re entered holding a med kit i was so confused.

"tommy you scratched you're back so bad it bled, are you okay? id it that bad?"

i nodded again taking my hands back and picking my arm slightly, ranboo sat infront of me as tubbo bandaged my back, he held my hands the back of my palms.

"do you want me to get pain killers? if it hurts that much that you didn't notice your skin breaking, it must be bad."

i nodded, ranboo walked away and felt my hands shake slightly i felt tubbo hug me as i took a shaky breath, i held my hands to my face and chose to transform back into full human. i did it as a sort of comfort thing usually but today, i just didnt want any sad feelings attached to my piglin form, well more than there where. i heard ranboo come back, i felt his eyes looking over my head, i turned, he frowned slightly but handed me the cup and pill. i quickly took it and waited for the pain go away.

'they dont want you there~ they hate you! they dont want you to ruin mickeal! leave they are just trying to make you le-'

i felt the pain lessen slightly and shakily stood up, i took a deep breath and let out a queasy smile to the other two, they looked at me concerned.

"i-imma be back soon, uh- i h-have to do something!"

i grabbed some of the extra clothes and quickly went to change, as i did i leaned against the door and took a deep breath

'they would tell me if the didnt want me here... right?'

'not if they feel obligated to help you, cause they know youll keep bothering them. why not leave? they wont have to deal with you then!'

i waited a few seconds and quickly changed and splash water on my face, looking into my reflection.

"okay...ill ask..."