Pretty Boy | Taekook

Chapter 7

Jungkook thinks it should feel weird to go straight from having no interest at all in sex or masturbation to being completely obsessed with it practically overnight, but he has so little time to think about the logistics of the change when his mind is already completely overcome with lust and pleasure.

He finds himself pleasuring himself any chance he can: as soon as he wakes up in the morning, during his morning shower, a quickie during class when he asks to use the bathroom, as soon as he gets home from school, and as many as he can stand at nightime without completely destroying his sleep schedule.

He's even had to start getting up half an hour earlier every day to make time for his "self-care".

It's as if he's unlocked his inner sex demon that has been trapped inside him for so long and now there's no way to control it. This really should be a bad thing since he really should be focussing on his studies, but as he sees it, he's already wasted enough time being sex depraved that he needs it to make up for lost time.

And in the back of his mind he may have thoughts of how gross and disgusting he is for being so sex obsessed, but those thoughts are quickly squashed down since he knows all the people around him are exactly the same. I mean he spent years suffering through endless conversations about sex, so now he's more than deserving to involve himself in it too. It's completely normal for a teenage boy to be sex obsessed.

The more time he spends thinking about these things, the more he gets curious about what else is out there. He usually finds himself watching gay porn to get off to during his alone time, but he's started to seek out more "kinky" videos to satisfy his curiosity. He's very sure he likes dom/sub dynamics. He wishes he had someone to call him all those pretty names in bed and praise him for being a good boy.

It makes him realise how much more he wants to experience. As much as he loves his fingers, he wants more. He's completely insatiable. But he's not sure if he's ready for the real thing yet, and he also doesn't have anyone to do it with.

For now he's keeping himself satisfied imagining himself being fucked into oblivion by the variety of different porn star tops he's found himself frequenting.

It's been a month since Jungkook came to terms with his sexuality, which he now feels mostly comfortable with, at least to the extent where he can speak openly about it with Lisa, who has now become his favourite person to spend lunch with.

Today is a Tuesday, and Jungkook and Lisa are sitting on the bleachers, a row apart, with the sounds of cheerleading practise evident in the background, not that either of them would notice. The two of them are involved in another of their heated discussions, which can fall upon any topic really but today they've brought themselves down to the gutter to yet again talk about the wonders of sex.

"See, I've been trying to decide what contraception I should start. Like, the lady at the clinic came up with all these different options and I was so fucking flustered, like, how was I supposed to know all of these options beforehand and then decide on the spot when I have no clue!" Lisa sighed. "Man, things were much easier when Minghao didn't know sex was better without a condom! Shouldn't have let him try it when I went on the pill, which fucking sucks by the way! So now I'm gonna need to wrack my brain around a decent option".

"I don't get how it can be that much better without a condom, like, wouldn't it be worse considering all the clean up afterwards and if you forget then you can just feel it dripping down into your underwear throughout the day? At least that's what I'm imaging" Jungkook states with grossed out face.