Fallin' For The New Girl~ Chandler Riggs and Sam

Chapter 15:

"Emma...." Sam asked. He walked down by me and sat on a rock next to me. "Im so-"

"Dont," I cried, "i'm sorry Sam. I really thought it was you... I was stupid. I'm- I don't blame you if you hate me, I would hate me if someone blamed me for something I didn't do. Sam, I really as sorry. You don't have to forgive me, I just want you too know I'm desperately sorry. If that even makes sense. I apologize for everything. Stupid me, right? I lost a great friend because of my stupidity. Fuck. Sam...," I cried. I was bawling my eyes out. I lost a great friend.

"Emma, I know your sorry. And you didn't loose me..." Sam said. I looked up at him.

"I didn't? Your still me friend? Best friend?" I asked. "After what I did? Your still here? Your not going to leave?"

"I will always and forever be your friend, best friends forever. People make mistakes. Starting from now, we will tell each other the truth and work shit out," Sam chuckled.

"Yea, yea. I would love that," I halved smile. Sam pulled me into a hug. I couldn't help but cry.

"Its okay baby girl," Sam whispered in my ear while rubbing my back. He called me baby girl. I couldn't help but blush... While crying. I really did like , Sam... More then friends. I could have lost him foever. Now, I can't do anything to ruin our freindship. Plus, he said 'best friends forever' so I can't ruin that by liking him. I can't.

"I missed you," uh, I did not mean to say that. Shit.

"I missed you too, you have no idea," he replied back. Awe, he missed me too.

STOP EMMA! STOP LIKING HIM! REMEMBER THAT COULD JUST RUIN YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH HIM! FRIENDS, REMEMBER? Just friends.

We pulled apart from the hug.

"Sorry, about my face. I probably look really ugly. Sorry. Its from crying," I said, wiping the tears off of my face.

"Nah. You look just as beautiful as ever," he smiled.

"Thanks," I half smiled. Gosh, I love his beautiful blue eyes and his brown flippy hair. Stop! Emma, stop! You can't fall fir him. No.

"Well, now what? It's 5:15. Do you want to go to Chandler's house, I think Anna's there still? Speaking if them, we should call them, let them know I found you," Sam explained, taking out his phone and starting typing away.

"I-i don't want people to see me like this... I look terrible." I stated.

"No. You look... Gorgeous. Don't let anyone tell you different," Sam said, leaning in a bit and putting my hair behind my ear. I thought for a second he was going to kiss me but he didn't.

"Thank you. I'm so happy I didn't loose you..."

"Never. You would never loose me. I'll be by you through thick and thin baby girl. K?" He asked. Why does he keep calling me baby girl? Not that I mind. Maybe it's just a nockname. Who knows!

"Yea. I'm always ere for you. There's no way to explain how thankful I am for you. I'd jump in front of a bullet for you. Sam, I-I... Nevermind..." I said.

"No. What is it? You can tell me anything, remember? Anything."

"I was just gonna say... I... I never want to loose you," I was going to say I love you but I can't mess our friendship up. Nope. Not going to happen. But what I did say wasn't lieing. I never want to loose him, it breaks my heart every time I think about how I could have lost him.

"Emma, I never want too loose you either. You mean more to me then you think," Sam smiled and kissed my cheek. I could feel all my blood go to that particular spot where he kissed me. I knew I was blushing. "Well, uh, we better get back to Chandler's. He said thank God I found you. They were pretty worried about you, so was I. But I don't think your parents, I mean mo-" I started to tear up when he said parents. "I'm sorry. Emma, your going through so much I'm sorry. I didn't- I-I-" i cut him off.