Fallin' For The New Girl~ Chandler Riggs and Sam

Chapter 26:

Today is the day. Today is Wednesday. Do you know what that means? Anna, my best friend in the whole wide world, is moving to Georgia. She should be here around 6:00 tonight. Aparently, my family an her family is going out to eat. I don't think we are going anywhere fancy but I don't care. I love food. So does Alex, he's convinced that he will marry food when he's older. My family is... Well for sure not normal but that's okay. Who would want to be normal? Not me! Even thinking about being normal makes me cringe.

I woke up and took a shower. After the show I changed into a black plain shirt with black and white shorts. In a way, I'm a tomboy but I have my girly moments. I put my long blonde hair into a high pony.

I went downstairs and put on my Nikes. I made a bowl of cinnamon toast crunch. And had a cup of apple juice. It might sound like a weird combination but I really don't care.

The clock read 7:03 am. Wow. Okay I woke up extremely early. Alex isn't even up and everyone knows if you wake up before Alex you woke up early.

I decided to go for a run. It sounded fun. I left my mom a note and put my phone in my picket.

I raced out the door and ran. It was raining. Oh well, I still continued to run thiugh. Don't know where too but I like to run. You are probably thinking who likes to run? Me! I love to walk and run. And play soccer. Soccer is fun. I'm not as good as Sam but he says I'm almost as good as him. Whenever he says that I laugh, I don't know why, I just do. Sam is a pro at soccer. Holy!

I ran past the park. I think I ran five blocks already. I'm kind of tired but not really. I think I should take track with Sam. He is a really fast runner too. Okay, is it weird that I always think about Sam? No matter what I'm doing somehow I bring Sam into the convo like what?

I must have got lost in thoughts because thing I know it, I'm on the ground. I ran into someone.

"I'm so sorry," I apologized, standing up. I brushed off my pants an looked up. Shit.

"You better be sorry fugly ass bitch," Chad yelled. This was a huge mistake. Poop. "You know, I'm happy you ran into me because I have been wanting to talk to you for a while now. So, I heard that you over dosed and almost died. I was really excited but then I heard you were still alive. Do you know how it feels knowing someone as ugly, fat, an unworthy as you is alive? Its painful. All you do is cause people pain. Don't you just want to end the pain for others? If I were you, I would want too. An you probably think that my mom, my brother, Anna, and Sam and Chandler don't think that but hunny, lets be honest. They just don't want you to feel bad for everything but deep down, they won't admit this, but they just want you to disappear and die. Emma, just end the pain of ithers. Face the fact. I'm just looking out for you..." With that Chad walked away leaving me in tears. Bawling.

Emma, its not true.

Come on Emma! You know it's true! Look at you! You are ugly, fat and unworthy! Ew.

No, em, stop. They do love you, Chad is just db and doesn't know what he's talking about!

Like Chad said, Emma, face the fact. We aren't in a movie! This is reality! Go and end the pain for others but killing your self! Now go!! Shoo!

I continued to run. Run. Run. Run.

I know what I have to do.

Rain fell harder now.

I ran to the bridge. Below the bridge was wayer. Deep water, deep water that will end peoples pain. I climbed over the bridge and looked below. I took my phone out if my pocket and set my phone on the ledge.

I heard people yelling in the background, sirens of police cars. I looked behind me and saw two cops in the distance and saw people.

"Don't jump," people yelled.

I saw a familiar face running from a block away. Chandler.

"You have end the pain of others. They would be happier without you. Emma, jump," I whispered.

"Enma! Don't!" Chandler yelled, running closer.

"Emma! No! Please," I heard the cries of... sam! I looked the other way and saw Sam.

"I have to," I whispered to Sam.

"No, you don't know how to swim," Sam stated.

"Thats the point," I said.

"Emma, why? You can't do this too us? You have people that love and care about you....... I care and love about you," Sam whispered, coming closer.

"Stop. Sam, you cant fool me anymore. No one can. I'm making people suffer, they would all be better without me. Stop lying," I close my eyes.

I jumped.

"No! Emma! I love you!" Sam screamed, pain in his voice.