8 Letters to Forever (on going)

01

Sana pov.

Hi my name is Sana Minatozaki and i live here in Daejun with my grandma. Today i was packing my things to go in Seoul to focus my studies more as my grandma told me that i should.

I was separated with my mom while my father was in the other country to promote his dream business. I was raised by my grandma for years and its hard for me to separate with her since she doesn't want leave her hometown.

Leaving this place wasn't my choice. If it wasn't for my grandma i wouldn't leave but then my mom promised to take the responsibility for treating my grandma to her disease in order for me to go in Seoul and focus my studies.

Living here in Daejun is the life i never regret even though its hard but it gives me s lot of experience and let myself to grow and learn more.

But then i dont have friends, i barely play outside when i was young since i took care of my grandma if i have time. Am i sad?? i love my grandma ver much and taking care of her is fun.

/* knock knock/*

I looked at the and saw my grandma slowly opening the door.

" Sana my dear, are you done packing your things?" she asked.

I smiled at her genuinely before i nodded.

"Your service is waiting for you outside" she added

"Grandma, are you sure that you're going to be okay here?" i asked as my tear started to form in my eyes.

She nodded and gave me a sweet smile. I walked towards her and hugged her full of love. "I will miss you so bad grandma." i said as my tears fell down into my cheeks. "Its okay dear, i will be fine and always be careful" she answered as she tap my back gently.

We stopped the hug as i grab my bag while her was looking at me and gave me a smile.

/*beep beep/*

The service starts to horn, sign of calling me to be hurry.

"Go ahead my dear , don't worry about me, i'll be fine , the service have been waiting for you since earlier, enjoy the Seoul!" she said full of joy and genuine.

"I love you grandma, i will visit you soon, bye." i answered before i enter the car service my mom send me.

Timeskip~

I have arrived in Seoul at my mom's house, this house us nearly a mansion. I didn't know my mom lived here for years.

"Hi Sana my daughter, im so so happy to see you again." My greeted me and approached me with a hug.

"H-hi mom, n-nice to meet you" i greeted her back.

Mom smiled and looked someone from her back, it's a man full of muscle wearing a business suit.
He was not familiar to me so i looked back again to my mom and it seems she reads my reaction.

"Sana h-his my boyfriend."

My eyes widened as i heared mom's said. I shook my head as if it was a dream but it wasn't , my mom has a boyfriend while dad is working hard for our future.

I didn't say a word, the guy looks fancy and scary at the same time and honestly i dont like him for my mom, even though i just know him just now.

"Ehem, yeah so shall we go to your room? " My mom cut off the silence and so i nodded.

At my room~

I roamed my eyes around my room and this is quite huge, this is like 2 times wider than my room on Daejun. I honestly amazed and happy for this.

"Look sweet heart, let me explain to you about my boyfriend." My mom suddenly spoke.

As i saw my mom serious face, my smile faded and behave as i should.

"Jack is a foreign guy, i met him on my workplace , he is nice and rich. I told him that i already have a daughter but then he still courted me, he promised to love me and to love you as his child, it took many days before we started dating. So i hope you will support my decision in my life, i love jack. Sana" My mom explained sincerely.

"But how about dad?" The only thing i asked.
She looked away as she bow down her head.
"I'm sorry Sana but i dont think, your father doesn't want to comeback." She answered.

"But what if he will? how can you explain it to him? do you love dad?" I asked as i can't handle the emotion that i have right now. It hurts me seeing my family this complicated. Why do i have to experience this whole damn situation.

I have many questions to myself, to everything that is going on. First of all why did my family choose to separate and leave me and grandma behind?? for what for them to live their own like this?? To those years when i was young , they only visit my once. So i think i know why the reason why mom doesn't have time for me back then.

Im afraid that after all if this patience i gave to them because i love will become a hatred so i will choose to stay silent.

"Im sorry sweetheart, but i won't answer your question for now, maybe you should take bath because we will having a dinner later." Her eyes tell that she still love my father , she gave me a smile before she leaves the room.

/*sign/*

I roamed my eyes again at my room and even in the bathrooms is nice. I smiled as i remember what my grandma said "enjoy the Seoul!" she is my inspiration why im living right now and i wish she was here.

I arranged my clothes first before i went to take a bath, even though i didn't sweat alot earlier coming here.

. . .

After i took a bath i wear simple clothes and went downstairs for a dinner and living here makes me awkward, it feels like this kind of living doesn't suit me.

As i got to the dining table i saw my mom and her boyfriend preparing theirselves for a dinner as the maid serving the foods .

This feels like im in a royal occasion and it feels weird.

"Oh you're already here sweet heart, have a sit " Mom greeted while her boyfriend was looking at ne seriously.

"Y-yeah" I nervously replied and i know this dinner will become a very awkward. I sat next to my mom and just wait for them to start.

"So shall we start?" My mom asked looking at her boyfriend and her boyfriend nodded.

The maids starts to open each dish and i was really amazed. Each dish looks so expensive and delicious that makes me more hungry.

My excitedly grab the serving spoon and put me enough of rice and told me that i can pick my dish whatever i like. I smiled and started pick and eat.

Though its awkward since no one is talking, everyone is enjoying their food. The dinner is done and i was about to clean up but then my mom stopped me and told me that someone will do it.

I nodded and just went back to my room to wait for me to digest the foods that i ate so that i can go to sleep since my mom told me that she will take me to my new school which is makes me nervous.

Wish me luck for my new journey.