8 Letters to Forever (on going)

11

"W-wait s-sorry?.. that's it?" I spoke before he could left me.

He stopped and glared at me looking so confused. "I apologized already, isn't that enough?." He said in more serious way but im not scared this time.

"Yes Jungkook. Kissing me without my fully permission is disrespectful!" I said as i panted letting out my anger full of annoyance.

"Why do you mad so much, it's just a kiss?!" Him.

"It's not JUST a kiss Jungkook." I answered.

"Well it already happened, i cant change it differently." He said in ease.

"Exactly!! that's why you should've not kiss me in the first place!" I replied in annoyance.

"You know what, i cant do this Jungkook... go find another girl that you can use for your nonsense revenge!" I added.

"I can't because i already found you." He spoke.

"So your saying,,.. you're using me?" i asked.

"Yes." He answered..

I faked a laugh as i felt disrespected. "Wow, such a straight forward of you...you're such an idiot." I replied and run to the place he would barely know.

At the Garden~

I sobbed in this lonely place, which i find it very comforting until i calmed down. I grab my phone inside my bag and decided to block his number then turned it off.

I breath as i can smell the sweet scent of flowers inside this garden and remembering my great grandma.

Im sorry grandma if my first kiss was not my true love. I wasted it. I broke my promise to you but i promise the one for me will soon come and probably my last kiss.

Yeah i know i may sound like an immature teenager but everything matters to me.

"Mind if i can sit with you?" Someone suddenly spoke which made me startled.

"Oh hahaha..sorry to surprise you." Mark.

"M-Mark haha.. we meet..again" I exclaimed in awkwardness.

"Yeah small world isn't?" He said as he softly smile.

"Y-Yeah maybe..." I replied.

"By the way, did you cried?" He asked.

"Oh m-me? no haha " I lied.

"I know you did." Mark said seriously.

I stopped when he caught me from lying as i looked at his eyes and i can see that he is concerned.

"H-How-"

"I heard and saw you sobbing here alone so i waited for you to calmed before i approach you. You cant lie to me Sana, i am your friend." He said after he cutted me off.

"Im sorry Mark" I apologized.

"No, why are you apologizing?" he asked.

"For lying." i answered.

"No its fine Sana, but may i mind the reason why you cried, did someone perhaps hurt you? tell me who, i'll beat his ass." He replied.