8 Letters to Forever (on going)

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I calm myself as i faced myself to the mirror. Why do we have to do this?,  it took me some minutes to prepare myself. I know issues will surround me as soon as they saw me.

I took a deep breath before i could go out of the restroom. I looked down as i go out but then a voice suddenly appeared.

"You took so long, Sana."

I slowly looked towards the voice appeared, Jungkook. He was laying his back to the wall standing with his hand on his pocket.

"Didn't i told you to not follow me?" I said in annoyed tone.

"Like i said, the deal is already  starting which means you will be helping me , move on."  He answered straightly.

"How can i help you to move on, for your information i've never been into relationship so you better pick someone" I explained.

"You know what Jungkook, the only person that could help yourself to move on is yourself, Jungkook.." I added.

"You said you can be whoever i wanted you to be?, so no more talks Sana, be my girlfriend." He said as i can also heared his annoyance on his tone.

"Okay fine, but what is your exact reason? for
what?" I asked.

"I wanted to make Tzuyu feel what i feel, those days when she left. I may once a fool but unfortunately im not a loser, Sana." He said it seriously.

I gulped when i felt his anger inside as he said those words to me , i feel like every words he said he really meant it. Right now what i see on his eyes is pain

"Im sorry Jungkook, i dont know what exactly happened to you when she left but deal.... I will help you." I answered sincerely as i smiled at him in a comfort way.

He didn't say anything afterwards and just look at my eyes as if he was saying something and this time i cant read his expression as he remained emotionless while looking at me.

While he looked at me, i got a chance to realize that he is handsome, pretty handsome. He even have moles under his lips which make it more perfect and his eyes is also pretty, i mean overall. No wonder Tzuyu fell inlove on him before 'cause he looks expensive.

A sudden heat on my cheeks i felt while where staring at each other ( not in a creepy way) so i looked away as i touch my cheeks.

Why am i feeling this way? Am i sick??

"You're blushing, Sana." Jungkook suddenly spoke as he smirked.

"B-Blushing??" I stuttered.

He smirked again as he was about to laugh so out of embarrasment, i rush back to the restroom to check myself and it turned i am red as hell.

So this is bluching feels like? this is awkward.

. . .

Me and Jungkook talked earlier well and knowing his reasons seems enough and understandable although im not that sure but i will trust him.

//Short Flashback//

I calmed myself again and finally got the chance to go out and Jungkook wasnt already here.

I gulped and looked down as i walk in the hallway on the way to where Nayeon ,Momo and our new friend Dahyun.

While walking a group of friends suddenly stopped infront of me. I slowly look up and they're looking at me harshly. Three girls and 2 guys wearing make up, they all look unfamiliar.