Relapse

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Troye's POV

Such a
Busy week

I learned
A lot

1. Whole Foods
Is weird

2. Cleaning is fun
When Spotify
Is on
( Superfruit's cover
Feelin Myself
Creates
A new mood
In the bedroom
But didn't lead
To anything
Beside peculiar
Dance moves
Or Fuckery)

3. I forgot
How much
I loved
Cartoons
Especially with
Fruity Pebbles
And cuddles

Those were
The happy
Parts
Of this
Week

But always
There's
A
Flip side

I've been
Clean
For
Three
Months
But
I'm on
The edge
Of
Relapse

More and
More
The demons
Greet
Tempting me
To pick
Up the
Razor
Or estacy

He doesn't
Know
The hours
I sit
On the
Verge of
Tears
And
Screams
In the
Darkness

I feel
As if
I'm on
The edge
Of a
Cliff

So close
To death
But I
Still
Am breathing
Barely

I thought
This was
Set off
By anxiety
From
The Sugg's
Visit
But I
Have a
Suspicion
Not

Tyler
Told me
About Zoe

She's petite
But with
A much
Larger personality
However
She's not
Egotistical
At all

She may
Come off
As shy
Because of
Her anxiety

Somehow
I find
Peace
And recognition
In that

Her hair
Is ombré
But
Naturally
Brown
Cascading
Down her
Back

Makeup guru
Who has
A contract
With
Elle
And Covergirl

Joe seems
The mere
Opposite;
Outgoing
Risk taker

He makes
YouTube
Videos
And
Short Films
For a
Living

I think
I'm looking
Forward to
Their
Visit
But also
Dreading it

A/N HELLO LOVELIES!
I feel for Troye. Relapse sucks. Hope he'll be okay.
❤️️Phoenix

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