Troye's POV
Such a
Busy weekI learned
A lot1. Whole Foods
Is weird2. Cleaning is fun
When Spotify
Is on
( Superfruit's cover
Feelin Myself
Creates
A new mood
In the bedroom
But didn't lead
To anything
Beside peculiar
Dance moves
Or Fuckery)3. I forgot
How much
I loved
Cartoons
Especially with
Fruity Pebbles
And cuddlesThose were
The happy
Parts
Of this
WeekBut always
There's
A
Flip sideI've been
Clean
For
Three
Months
But
I'm on
The edge
Of
RelapseMore and
More
The demons
Greet
Tempting me
To pick
Up the
Razor
Or estacyHe doesn't
Know
The hours
I sit
On the
Verge of
Tears
And
Screams
In the
DarknessI feel
As if
I'm on
The edge
Of a
CliffSo close
To death
But I
Still
Am breathing
BarelyI thought
This was
Set off
By anxiety
From
The Sugg's
Visit
But I
Have a
Suspicion
NotTyler
Told me
About ZoeShe's petite
But with
A much
Larger personality
However
She's not
Egotistical
At allShe may
Come off
As shy
Because of
Her anxietySomehow
I find
Peace
And recognition
In thatHer hair
Is ombré
But
Naturally
Brown
Cascading
Down her
BackMakeup guru
Who has
A contract
With
Elle
And CovergirlJoe seems
The mere
Opposite;
Outgoing
Risk takerHe makes
YouTube
Videos
And
Short Films
For a
LivingI think
I'm looking
Forward to
Their
Visit
But also
Dreading itA/N HELLO LOVELIES!
I feel for Troye. Relapse sucks. Hope he'll be okay.
❤️️Phoenix
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Silence : Troyler A.U.
Fanfiction4 years 21 days since Troye Sivan last spoke. Abused and broken He's so very alone. Until he meets Tyler. Things start to turn around. But then something happens that sends his whole world spiraling out of control, along with the people around him...