Troye's POV
Warm hands
Met mine
So cold
Like my soul
Covered
In a layer
Of ice
I suppose
Maybe
Deep down
Inside
I'm not
Frozen
To thoughts
To voices
Just needing
That ice
Melted
Turned to
Water
To run
Freely
For once
Razor blades
And sometimes
Pills
Got me through
The last
Year or two
Controlling me
Because I
Couldn't
Control
Myself
Scars all over
I was screaming
For someone
To come
And save me
Empty baggies
I would feel
Numb
As if
I was flying
I want
So badly
To change
And get better
To be happy
My eyes
Met his
For
Just a second
No longer
Till
I looked away
Perhaps
Shame
Or was
It just
My thoughts
Something
Is different
About him
His eyes
A sea
His laugh
Contagious
His smile
Lights up
A room
And
The faces
Surrounding
But most
Of all
His soul
Speaks
So deep
He understands
Me
Unlike anyone
Else that I've
Ever met
Before
In my
Life
I'm happy
Today that
I chose
Not skinny jeans
But sweatpants
So
He wouldn't know
How hard
I was getting
Soon
I'm going
To
Really need
To fix
The problem
One way
Or another
We'll have to see
I'm thrown
Back into
Reality
Once he
Speaks
But the
Words
Are inaudible
To me
As my spine
Slowly
Tenses up
From the anxiety
How
Do I tell
Him why
If I can
No longer
Speak
So I try
This time
It's not just
Silence
This time
I hear
A very
Very quiet
"Tilly"
A/N HE SPOKE YES FINALLY
SEND ME HELP NOW
❤️Phoenix
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Silence : Troyler A.U.
أدب الهواة4 years 21 days since Troye Sivan last spoke. Abused and broken He's so very alone. Until he meets Tyler. Things start to turn around. But then something happens that sends his whole world spiraling out of control, along with the people around him...
