Miss H

chapter 17

the next morning, you decide your gonna go to school although you don't wanna see any of your classmates, you know you're going to have to face them at some point.

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you had completely forgotten you have her today, and just as 4th period ended you start to get nervous.
walking to her lesson you thought about what could possibly go wrong but then again you're in school so nothing can really happen. you get to her room and surprisingly you're the first person to get there.
she gives you a light smile as you go to sit down.
everyone else starts coming in, eying you judging you making you shift uncomfortably in your chair, wanting to get the last lesson of the day over with.

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you daydreamed most of the lesson, not really paying attention, no one seemed to notice nor care.
as people walk past your desk to leave they hit you a few times by "accident" but you know they meant it.

you can feel her eyes roaming your body as you walk towards the door. 'what?' you ask without turning around to face her.
'n..nothing... well actually... you have a minute?'
you spin in your heels and go to sit on the nearest table. 'i'm listening'
'they've been watching you, you know, and theyre outside watching us right now.'
'oh ye i don't care let em stare, they ain't gonna see owt are they, they just need to drop it, stupid obsession of theirs'

'what are we?' you give her a confused look wondering where that came from.
'i dunno, definitely not what we were before, but defo not on bad terms... why don't we talk about this somewhere outside of school so it's safer for both of us, there's this really nice spot near mine where we could go talk about it?'
'sure, you'd better get going coz them lot outside are gonna make up some shit'
'yeah, meet me at mine later today then and we can go to the place.'
you leave and are swarmed by your classmates.
'so what went on in there? hmm d*ke'
' i asked if she could send me through some class work to help me catch up' you shrug and go to leave.

'so there really isn't owt going on with you and her?'
'of course not why would there be? so now i'd appreciate if you'd stop watching my every move, it makes me incredibly uncomfortable, thanks. oh and don't bring up your little fantasy about me and miss anymore coz it's just weird that your so obsessed with proving me and her have something.'

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you get home and get ready for your meet-up with her.
you hear a knock on the door and it's her, you open the door stepping outside.
'hey'
'hey, you look great' you take in her outfit: a black bomber jacket over a flannel, black skinny jeans and doc martens.
'thanks, likewise' she compliments back.

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you get to the spot you stumbled upon the day you found out your parents had vanished.
'this place is beautiful, when did you find it?'
'i was out onna walk to clear my head and i found it, pretty cool huh?'
'yeah' you both take a seat under a big oak tree, your shoulders touching.
'so when you said you wanted to talk, what did you wanna talk about?' you get straight to the point.

'it's just, what we have going on is dangerous if we get caught, the consequences can be grave, i also really hated how we had left things and i wanted to apologise for what i said. when you said that our times spent together were some of the best times in your life, i knew i fucked up with what i said coz honestly, what we had was special and i loved the feelings i got from spending time with you. i really miss what we had... and i really wanna give us another try... only if you want to tho.'

you think long and hard before saying anything,
'i really wanna see where this could go but i'm just a bit worried, coz you know how people can be, and like you said before, you have a lot to loose and the consequences are terrifying... i'll have to think about it' you smile satisfied at your own response, she smiles back clearly satisfied too.

a comfortable silence falls over you both, you shift a little and place your head in her shoulder melting into her warm embrace when she wraps her arm around you, resting her head on yours. you're happy for once, you're enjoying life once again, and you in the arms of possibly the most important person in your life, and to think so much has happened in about 2 weeks.

A.N*hope you like how this chapters turned out :)*