DEAR FUTURE LOVER

LET'S HEAR OUR HEARTS (28)

JIN'S POV

This night...this park...this lake....everything felt something different to me. This place was always my favourite, but never hit so specially before.

Seriously...this feelings are new, but definitely special. I want to cherish this feelings forever.

I was waiting for the reason behind this all...the reason that I'm smiling like a fool right now...the reason my heart is beating in an unusual speed...the reason my face is a blushing mess..

I was waiting for him....

NAMJOON'S POV

There he was...sitting on the grass infront of the lake.
His back was facing me. But now...my situation is so bad that I don't even need to see his face to get mesmerised. He has an effect...he has his effect on me. Even his thoughts are enough to get me fantasized.

A subtle wind was blowing over the trees, creating a soothing soundscape with the leaves...and the scents of the wild flowers was mixed in the whole environment.
The moon has never been so dreamily gorgeous. The dark blue night sky matched  perfectly with the flawless and decent moonlight.
The lake was tranquil. It's glassy black surface reflected the smooth, glowing moonlight.

Is it me or the night really was much remarkable than any other nights?

I shook my head and started walking towards Jin. What is it he want to talk about? Should I be ready for the worst or should I get my hopes up?

My mind was full of questions when I reached him.

AUTHOR'S POV

- ' Ji..Jin..? '
Namjoon called from behind, doubts and queries clearly visible in his voice. But that really didn’t matter to Jin. His deep voice struck him again as he looked over his shoulder and smiled brightly at the confused man.

- ' Hey Joon! You're always on time. Come...sit down. '
Jin patted the grass besides him and without further question, Namjoon did what he was said.

A minute went by and none of them said  anything. Namjoon was growing impatient, but was too afraid to tell a word.

Right on that moment, as if Jin read his mind, started the conversation
- ' Joon...you should have told me everything. I didn’t want to hear from others about your feelings. '
Namjoon blinked a few times to process what Jin is talking about
- ' Uh..I.. don't get it..?'
Jin looked straight into his eyes, but Namjoon couldn’t decipher the emotions in Jin's eyes.
- ' Hobi told me everything. He finished the half-told story of yours. '
He took a breath...a slight pinkish glow was taking over his face. But he continued in calm voice.

- ' He told me who used to write letters and poems for me in my senior year of highschool...who used to leave gifts in my locker...and who published those poems in his book. '

The whole world turned upside down for  Namjoon. He nearly fainted after hearing this. He looked down at the ground....voice filled with panick, guilt and sorrow
- ' I...Jin...I..you...'
-  ' Do I look like a monster who'll kill you if you confess? '
Jin said in a light tone, with a slight grin on the corner of his lips.
-  ' But okay....you're afraid. I got it. It's okay....'

Jin reached to Namjoon's face. His fingers tracing his smooth skin slightly
- ' Remember what you said to me earlier this day when I was hesitating to talk with you? You told me that I can tell anything and everything to you. Now I'm telling that to you...please..don't hide it anymore. Tell me everything you've ever wanted to tell...this is why I asked you to  come hear. Tell me Joonie...I'm listening. '

Namjoon still couldn’t believe what was happening. How the hell Jin is not mad at him?! Forget mad...he is caressing his face with so much fondness that Namjoon almost felt that Jin has feelings for him, too.

- ' I...you're not disgusted or angry? '
Jin smiled and shook his head slightly
- ' Absolutely not. Maybe a little bit disappointed that I had to ask for it...but nothing more. I can't be angry at you for this reason.'
Jin's eyes reflected genuine emotions... that made Namjoon believe his words.
- ' You...really wanna listen? That was long ago...'
- ' I'm not a person who lives in past and I would never ask this if those feelings were long lost from your heart. Maybe it  has been years..but that really didn’t effect you, right? '

Though it was dark, but Jin could see how Namjoon's face reddened and eyes closed as he took a deep breath.

- ' Uh...well...I was a fresher then. It has been a few weeks since my highschool life started when one day, I saw you in the corridor. You were laughing at something with Yoongi hyung....and I was...I was...'
- ' Awed? '
Namjoon looked up at the smiling guy infront of him and nodded shyly
- ' Umm...yeah...something like that. You were soo beautiful-'
- ' Were? So I'm not beautiful anymore huh? '
Jin said teasingly and Namjoon quickly shook his head in a frightened manner
- ' No no no...that's not what I meant...I-'
He was cut off as Jin burst into laughter.
- ' Oh Joon...I was just teasing you! Why are you soo cute? '

With that, Jin did something that Namjoon didn’t expected...

He simply layed his head on Namjoon's lap smilingly and laced one of his hands with Namjoon's
- ' Then? What happened to my secret lover boy? '

A beautiful night has just started... but where will it end?

A night when two hearts realised their feelings...
A night when the whole world felt beautiful...

Just one more chapter left of this book!

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