DEAR FUTURE LOVER

YOU ARE THE CAUSE OF MY EUPHORIA (FINAL CHAPTER)

-' Then days went on...and not only your face, but your personality and character caught my attention. You were nothing like others...so simple yet elegant, caring and confident...I knew I was falling for you day by day. But you know me...I was too afraid to tell you that I exist with a heart full of emotions for you. This is when I decided to write to you. Everytime you read my letters, the way your face brightened and the way you smiled was enough to make my heart flutter. This continued...and after one year, you left the school. '

Namjoon stopped. He was looking at a distance....lost in thoughts and memories. One of his hands were into Jin's hand, who was playing with it...and his other hand was subconsciously stroking Jin's hair.

Jin looked up at Namjoon's face. But instead of telling him to continue, he did something that will do the work.

He pulled Namjoon's hand up, which he was holding till then and gently brushed his lips against  Namjoon's fingertips...and immediately Namjoon was startled. He looked down at Jin with widely opened eyes....but Jin just softly smiled at him and told
- ' Then? What you did? '
Namjoon cleared his throat and said
- ' I..didn’t know where you went..so I couldn’t find you. But you just left the school, not my heart. I've always had a place for you...maybe this is why no-one ever striked me since then. After I took writing as my profession.. I decided to publish all of those poems in my book.. and I did so. '

He looked down at the unexpectedly handsome guy who was laying on his lap and smiling at him.

- ' I never expected to cross paths with you again...I thought we'll never meet. But...'

Seokjin got up and sat in front of him
- ' But my letter had different plans.'
He smiled mischievously and took out a letter from his pocket.
- ' This is the very letter that made all of this possible. Have you ever wondered what's in this letter....or to whom this letter is written? '
- ' I'll not lie...I had a little curiosity..but I should respect your personal life. '
Jin ruffled his hair playfully
- ' Namjoonah! Why are you such a gentleman? '

He smiled and Namjoon smiled back. The confusions and fear was long gone from Namjoon's mind.

- ' Anyways...but I guess my letter always knew who is the owner of it. He flew to the right person. '
Namjoon lifted one of his brows questioningly
- ' Means? '
- ' Means....'
He handed him the letter and turned on the flashlight of his phone
- ' Read it. It's for you. '

Namjoon took the letter with a bit of hesitation
- ' Me..? '
- ' Yeah. Read it and you'll find out. '
Namjoon opened it and started reading it.

Moments passed by...

And Namjoon read the letter for the fifth time. He was sure that this is definitely not for him...Seokjin must have picked up the wrong letter.

His hands were shacking and vision was  getting blurred.

Just then Jin held his hands firmly and said
- ' This is for you...it truly is. '

Namjoon's eyes darted back to Jin's eyes..but those eyes showed him truthfulness and realism.

- ' Wh...what..what are you-'
- ' Listen to me...then say anything else. I really need to tell this as soon as possible. I don’t want to keep this in my heart. So...just listen, okay? '
Namjoon didn’t realise what he was doing..but he nodded slowly.

- ' When I first saw you in this park, I never thought you'd do this to me...but I was wrong. You're a magician maybe! Do you even realise what you did to my heart? No..obviously you don't. But the truth is...I like you. I really like you a lot. Yeah it took a bit time for me to realise what are these feelings..but now I know it clearly. My heart said what it wants. Yeah...I'll not tell that I love you. Because love is a different and deep thing..that's not something that happens in a second. But... I like you soo much that I'd love to love you. I know how much you like me. Hell..forget like, I know you already love me. But...will you give me the chance to explore this feeling with you? Will you give me the time to slowly fall in love with you? I really want to love you as much as you love me...maybe I want to love you more. Will you please give me the opportunity to make it possible? '

Jin opened his eyes slowly. Though he was a confident guy , but still he couldn’t  confess his feelings while looking at Namjoon.

But he was a bit shocked to see Namjoon. Tears were rolling down from his eyes. His body was trembling.

What he did? Did he hurt Namjoon?

A sudden panic started growing inside him
- ' Nn..Namjoon? What..happened?  Did I.. say something wrong? I- '

He couldn’t finish his sentence as Namjoon almost jumped and hugged him tightly. With the sudden reaction , Jin lose his balance and landed on his back on the soft green grasses. It took a moment for him to realise what just happened....then he hugged Namjoon back with the equal passion and fondness. Namjoon was sobbing. He felt the collar of his t-shirt is getting wet by the younger's tears.

- ' Shh...everything's fine Joonie .. nothing's wrong. You're fine...we're fine. See? You're with me...you're in my embrace. Nothing can hurt you. Please.. don't cry? Only smile suits on your beautiful face. Joonie...shh...calm down.. '
He kept whispering into Namjoon's ear.. and finally after some moments, Namjoon's sobbing stopped. But he was still hugging Jin tightly.

-  ' So...what is my answer? Will I be lucky enough to date the great author, K.N.J? Will he give me a chance to love him back? '

Namjoon said nothing. Instead, he loosened the embrace and faced him. His eyes were bloodshot and cheeks stained with tears. Jin wiped those remaining tears off and smiled at him. Namjoon looked down for a moment...then leaned in and planted a kiss on Jin's cheek. Immediately after that, he buried his face into Jin's neck, clearly flustered about his action. But Jin laughed softly and kissed the top of his head.

- ' Should I take that as a " yes", Mr. Kim?'
He felt Namjoon smiled and buried his face more deeper
- ' Yes Mr. Kim...'

A different type of happiness hit Jin. Something he can't describe...
- ' I feel...happy. Immensely happy. But.. I don't even know why...it's a different kind of happiness... '
- ' Euphoria. '

Namjoon released Jin and looked at him. This time, a slight smile playing on his lips.
- ' What? '
- ' This state is called euphoria...when you're overwhelmed with happiness but that doesn’t has a particular reason. '
Jin smiled at him
- ' Well...certainly I'm euphoric now. But who said it's reasonless? '
He leaned in and pecked Namjoon's lips
- ' You're the reason...you're the cause of  my euphoriaFINAL

The night felt more beautiful as they melted into each others warmth.

Namjoon's poems found their inspiration and Seokjin's letters found their  destination.

The End

FINALLY!

This book is my favourite till now.. I truly enjoyed writing it and explored the essence of love with my characters..

This was a simple and easy book..but sometimes..simplicity is all you need!

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