A Summer in Paradise~a CubeSMP Fanfic~

Confusion

~Belle POV~

It's been a few days since the Bayani skating accident and I don't know why but I can't stop thinking about it. I haven't told anyone about it, but idk if he has. Ever since its happened I feel like I'm constantly thinking about him, and staring at him. I don't know what's getting into me.

We're all sitting down for dinner and small talk is being made amongst us. I don't pay any mind to it caught up in my own thoughts. I'm soon snapped out of it though by Dul asking "Belle are you okay?" When she said that I realized I had been staring at Bayani. I was so deep into thought that I just wasn't paying attention to what I was staring at I guess. Me and Dul are sitting at the end of the table, while everyone else is busy having a conversation about something else. So no one notices what she said to me. I nod and say "We can talk about it later." I guess if I tell someone about it then it might make me feel better.

I quickly finish dinner and get up and clean my dishes. Dul was done as well so I asked if she wanted to take a walk on the beach. She agreed and we headed out to the beach. We had been walking for about 5 minutes in silence. "It's gorgeous out tonight." I finally say staring at the sunset. Tired of walking I sit down joined by Dul. "So what was with you at dinner, you seemed really deep in though." Dul questioned. "It's a long story, brace yourself." I warn. "I've got time." she chuckled.

"So me and Bayani the other morning went to the surf shop up the road from the house and I decided to buy a penny board. I then realized how stupid I was because I didn't know how to ride the penny board. Majors an decided to teach me blah blah blah! I fell off and he caught me and we stared at each other, it was awkward. And now all I think about is that moment. How cute he looked, how nice his eye were..." I didn't realize what I said until after. My eyes went big quickly looking away from Dul and at the sunset. Dul was quietly processing the information she just took in. "You like Jordan! It's so obvious, you just rambled on about how cute he was." she says excited. I feel so stupid to not have realized before. I mean it adds up, my constant thinking about the situation. Me always staring at him. "I think I might like Bayani..." I say quietly. "Awe that so cute!" Dul says hugging me from the side.

We stand up and start walking back towards the house. "But what do I do? Do I tell him I like him or do I wait a little longer before I tell him?" I ask confused. "Well I'm not sure. If you want to tell him tell him. You'll know when the time is right. You might just have to be patient." Dul states as she walk back into the house. I stand on the front porch for a second and think about what's she says "...you'll know when the times right..." What if I don't realize when the time is right?

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