Chapter 29

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I opened my eyes as my head spun aching badly.
Looking around, I realized it was morning, I must have slept off last night after hours of heartbreaking tears.

I touched my lips realizing my blood dried on them. My jaw was in pain as I tried to open my mouth with difficulty.

Standing up in raging pain, I staggered towards my bedroom, every step I took felt like a knife was being pierced into my heart, I was in great pain.

As I undress, I walked into the shower allowing water to drip down my hair. I let out a scream of hot boiling grief as my head broke into several pieces.

Hitting my hand on the wall as blood oozed out, I didn't care about the pain, the pain in my heart is much more than my physical pain. "Why me?! " I screamed crying the more.
"Why do unfortunate things happen to me?" I cried hitting my hand on the wall not minding how hard I began to bleed.

I sat down on the floor as water poured down my face. Holding my hair as I cried the more. Now that I have found love, happiness, I have found peace in my heart, why do I have to end it all? Is the beginning just the end?... I love him so much, much more than I love myself.

I sat there crying for minutes as water poured down on me.
After what seems like forever, I wash as my blood slip down the drain.
After washing off, I walked out of the bathroom not minding if my body and hair were soaked in water.

I lay on the floor naked whimpering the more, slowly, I drifted off.

I woke up to the sound of running water from my bathroom. I didn't switch it off after my bath.
I stood up, walked slowly as I turned it off.

Walking towards my mirror, I looked out my reflection. My eyes were red and puffy, I had bruises on my lips and forehead.
I slowly looked down at my hand, the bleeding stopped but I was still in deep pain.

I took a cloth, wrapped it around my hand.
I applied treatment to my bruises as I lay on my bed looking at my clock watching the time ticked. As seconds go by, my heart broke more. This is 3:02 pm, I just wanted to sleep and not wake up again, I just want to die and leave this wicked world.
I can never find peace, I don't think I can.

Time passed fast and it was evening already. I called Kelvin, informing him that I am coming over to spend the night with him. He got excited telling me how much he misses me already and can't wait to see me. As he spoke, tears of regret rolled down my cheek. I tried to keep a steady voice so that he won't suspect anything.

After the call, I wiped my tears. Brushed my hair as I applied makeup.
Taking my handgun, I loaded it with bullets as more tears trickled down my cheeks ruining my makeup but I don't care.

I washed my face and applied my makeup from the start.
Taking a white gown, I wore it and gently laid my pistol at the bottom of my bag as I loaded other stuff in it to hide it.

Taking my car keys, I left my apartment and got into my car driving straight to Kelvin's home.

Getting there, I walked towards the doorbell. My heartbeat rapidly took me off breath but I tried to control myself.
A few minutes later, he opened his door filled with smiles. Hugging me, he caresses my cheek as he gently placed a kiss on my lips.

Grabbing me in his arms, he carried me in. My eyes were fixed on him, tears welled up in my eyes but I tried to stop it from falling, I decided to comport myself to enjoy the moment even if it was for the last time.

After a hearted meal with a series of laughter, he locked his fingers in mine staring deeply at me.
Slowly, he kissed my forehead, his eyes filled with nothing but pure unbreakable love.

"Thanks for coming into my life Nancy" he whispered caressing his nose on mine.
My heart was breaking as I began to cry inside me. This is torture, pure torture.
I hugged him, a tear plopped down but I quickly cleaned it.

"I love you" I whispered hugging him as I caress him.
Kelvin held me tightly closing his eyes, his hand on my hair stroking it gently.

"I love you more Nancy, much more" he whispered, releasing his grip as he kissed me gently.

He carried me in his arms to his bedroom, laid me on his bed as he gently laid by my side. Kissing my hand romanticly, not letting go of it.

With pain deep evaporating in me, I caress his cheek and kissed him passionately, he responded kissing me with vicious affection.
Filled with sentiment, we made love to each other, it was different, loving, and compassionate. As we made love, tears rolled down my cheeks as I whipped it off removing my gaze from him.

After overwhelming lovemaking, we slept off together in each other arms.

I woke up, looked around, and saw Kelvin sleeping peacefully in my arms.
Gently, I woke up, wore my clothes with my eyes fixed on his face. My heart was exploding in pain.

Picking up my bag, I took out the pistol pointing it to him as more tears trickled down. My hands are tied and my life is hopeless, I am nothing but a tool in Ruff's hand, and obeying his command is my duty because I swore to it when entering the agency.

With my hands shaking, I looked at him once more not caring to clean the tears on my face.

Breathing in deeply, I closed my eyes, as I pointed the gun at him pulling the trigger.

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