" Nate baby wake up" I opened my eyes a smile pulled on to my lips seeing the love of my life looking at me lovingly. " I am sorry to wake you up" he said kissing my cheek lovingly. I put my face in his chest inhaling his toxic scent.
" It's ok how long was I out" I asked sitting down on the couch tiredly.
" Not long, I wouldn't have woken you up but your friends are here" I looked at Nolan confused, I wasn't expecting them. " They are looking at me like they want to murder me" Nolan chuckled.
" Sorry I told them our story and they didn't take it so good" I reply to him pulling him in to a sweet kiss. " Don't mind them, they know I love you" Nolan nodded helping me to my feet " I need to brush my teeth, I will meet you downstairs" Nolan nodded as I walked towards our bedroom brushing my teeth as I splashed water in my face to remove sleep.
I changed my clothes Combing my hair not to look like a person who have been fucked a minutes ago. I walked out of the bedroom strutting downstairs finding Theo, Mateo and actually Sebastian all of them looking at Nolan who was seated confidently across them. I am actually surprised to see Sebastian here, I have been calling him but no answer every time. I wanted to apologize to him but he wasn't having it therefore I had decided to give him some time.
" Hey guys" I walked to them. They stood up with smiles on there lips each one of them hugging me.
" That's our bad ass lawyer Nathaniel Wright" Mateo cheered happily " You have balls Nathaniel Wright, really! first it was the mayor now the senator. I think you have a thing for politicians" Mateo said making the other idiots to agree with him
" What can I say I think they just like me too much" they burst out laughing patting my back " I am sorry I didn't show on Saturday, I was so busy" I say
" It's ok, you didn't miss much only for Sebastian to beat my ass in chess" I looked at Sebastian with wide eyes, he was the worst player in chess.
" I actually need to see that to believe" I say looking at Sebastian who smiled with proudness.
" You will see but first tell us how did you end up on senators ass" Theo asked
" First let me introduce someone to you all"I walked towards Nolan pecking his lips softly as I seat near him. " Guys this is Nolan my boyfriend, Nolan these are my best friends, Theo you met him in the office the other day" Nolan nodded " then Mateo and Sebastian" I introduced
" Nice meeting you guys" Nolan said with a smile but the guys looked at him like they want to murder him.
" Guys stop it ok, Nolan is my boyfriend and we put the past in the past. I want you all to get along" I glared at them
" Nice to meet you" Theo was the first to shake Nolan's hand with a smile. Mateo did the same, expect Sebastian, I knew it coz now I can see the jealous in his eyes. I am a good observer how didn't I see that Sebastian loved me, I shouldn't have slept with him in the first place.
" So Nate tell us how you got involved in to the trending topic. It's on the mouths of all new Yorkers" Sebastian said with a smirk looking at me.
" It's actually a long story" I started telling them how it all happened, they are my best friends and I trust them so much.
" So it was Nolan here who put you in all of this" Sebastian spat out in anger.
" It's not Nolan's fault Sebastian, I happen to find out when I was looking for the truth" I reply him with a roll of my eyes
" I wish you luck tomorrow, this is not easy man" Theo said trying to avert the conversation, he knew were it was going.
" The way I see it it's his fault Nate but as usual you're justifying his mistakes" Sebastian said glaring at Nolan.
" Do you have a problem with me" Nolan asked as calm as ever " I don't even know you" he added. I put my hand on top of him to calm him down.
" Of course i do" Sebastian stood up looking at Nolan with fire in his eyes, the hatred was visible in his brown eyes " you took him away from me, he was mine before you decided to appear again and now he doesn't even acknowledge me because you're here. Just go back to were you came from" I stood up quickly glaring at Sebastian, ok I know he was upset but did he have to say those words.
" Stop Sebastian" I gritted my teeth feeling dizzy from all of this. " I don't want to have this conversation here" I felt sick in my stomach, this is not what I needed right now.
" When Nate" he seathed at me " he left you all alone, Nate, you had to go through ups and downs with the kids. You had to fend for them and where was he, fuckin around like a slut he is. Now he comes back with a case of raping a fifteen year old and you welcome him with open hands, after what he did to You. How sure are you that he won't leave you again" he yelled and I felt headache at the no sense he was saying.
" You don't know shit Sebastian just shut up" I say in a small voice
" I witnessed how you cried in your sleep begging him to not leave you" I was surprised by this " the way you cried in your sleep, you were in pain Nate. The way you begged him to not leave you, the way you stalked him on the Instagram Twitter and Facebook just to look at him . The way you cried when he was with those women Nate. Remember those times, he hurt you" I glared at him anger surfacing.
"I think that should show you that even though Nolan wasn't here I would be crazy about him. He is the man I loved and I will still love him till the end. Just get it that I will never love you and accept it. Yes he wasn't there before but he is here now and he loves me, You should be happy that the man I have been craving for all these years is here because I am your friend, if you love me like you say you do you should be happy for me" I shouted at him,I am really tired of him saying things he doesn't know.
" Guys stop, we came here in peace" Mateo said standing up too.
" If you love him like you say you do, why don't you introduce him to the kids" Sebastian pushed " you fear that if they find out they will thew him out like he deserves"
" That's not your problem, it's mine and Nolan" I say feeling headache, this is all happening too first.
" Now you say you love him ha! You're willing to keep a big secret from your kids because of fear of losing him" he laughed " your better than that Nate, you have brains, you're a powerful lawyer but you're getting fooled by this low life" I was now fuming in anger how dare he say that.
" Sebastian leave now before I lose it" I warned in a deep threatening voice.
" I see I have hit a nerve, now I am the bad one" he laughed shaking his head " we were here for you but where was he, fuckin around like he didn't pregnant you" he snarled at me.
" Yes he was fuckin around, but he will always be the man love. He might be with someone else, he might bully me, he might do everything wrong but do you know what Sebastian" I walked towards looking him in the eye " I will still be madly, crazily, insanely in love with him. You will never be him, no wonder I was with You and I still dreamed about him. No one will be like Nolan Thompson coz there is one" I breathed out and I felt dizzy " I can't deal with you now" I walked away from them going to my bedroom to throw up. My eyes watering, Sebastian was my very good friend and him saying those staffs hurt me.
I know I did wrong to him, i hurt him and I'm sorry but was all this necessary, why did he have to say those horrible words to me. I threw up all my contents from my stomach as tears rolled down my face. I turned around when I heard someone kneel besides me and it was Nolan. I just put my head in his chest as I continued crying.
It will always be him.
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It Will Always Be You (MxM)
Romance" first cut is the deepest" others believe it others don't but in this case believe it! From an abandoned pregnant boy to being a successful lawyer who has never lost a case. Nathaniel Wright was at his happiest, living with his twins he adore so m...
