" I'm pregnant"
I lift my head slowly from his shoulder glancing in his baby blue eyes which looked at me in confusion eyes wide in shock as he furrowed his eyebrows showing lines on his forehead which makes him look more attractive. I was shaking slightly, dad, mum and Sebastian are right, I should tell him the truth,sooner or later he will find out and my stomach would grow and hearing him say those words to me made me feel guilty, he should know me keeping quiet isn't going to solve anything. I looked down at my hands when his mouth opened and closed nothing was coming out.
Not knowing what to say!.
If I had forgiven him for his mistakes, I think he had learned something right. I sighed lowly as I lifted my head gazing at him tears wanting to fall " I really took my pills I d--" I inhaled deeply my breathing coming out harshly as I rolled down the window to get some fresh air. I felt like I was suffocating I needed air in my lungs, I was scared of losing Nolan. This was it he has my heart right in his hands and if he likes he can crush it now or keep it.
" Nate what are you scared of?" his hurt voice made my breath to hitch in my throat.
" I don't know" my voice was above the whisper, the chilly cold hair making me shiver in nervousness hitting my puff cheeks, I closed my eyes to calm myself down. Nolan didn't reply me. I opened my eyes slowly peering at him in my eyelashes. He was shaking his head looking down whilst bitting on his plump lips hard in thoughts.
" I can't believe you Nate" he rubbed his face on frustration as he looked at me with red eyes " I know I ran away before but what makes you think that I will run away this time" he asked a tear escaping his left eye as he looked at me with a pained expression. " I thought you trusted me, I thought we trusted each other, you say that you have forgiven me but I think its-" he inhaled deeply.
" I trust you Nolan but but you said that you weren't ready to get another child and I got scared. I have just gotten you back, I don't want to lose you again. I love you so much Nolan and my worst fear as per now is You leaving me" I said without taking a breath.
" Look me in the eye Nate, do you see me running away this time" my eyes were tearing up so does his " I meant every word I said Nate, I love you and I can never leave you again. Even though this is a surprise to me but that won't make me leave you and my children. You guys are my family and I love you all. I know I ran once but do You think I am stupid to do it again, do You think I want to go back to that life of fuckin around, no, my life is with you guys, I can never repeat the first mistake I did again"
" I am sorry Nolan please forgive me" my voice was trembling. I rolled up the window tears falling hastily.
" Yes I didn't want more kids now but if this had come I can't refuse it Nate" he sighed putting a hand on my stomach " i don't care how you conceived this baby, whether it was a mistake or not it is still our baby and we will have it and love him or she and this time with me around. I am not going anywhere not now not ever. I love you Nate so MUCH"
I just pulled him in to a hug crying on his shoulder " sorry so sorry I didn't trust you, I am so stupid" I muttered as Nolan pulled me towards his lap straddling his lap.
" I'm so hurt you would think that baby" he whispered placing a kiss on the corner of my mouth.
" Sorry" my voice was above a whisper, Nolan wiped my tears away as he looked at me carassing my cheek softly.
" Nate I know I did some unpleasant things in the past but this is me giving you my whole. This time I won't disappoint you. All need from you is to trust me,I want to be the first person you run to when you have a problem, I need to be the person to make you happy, cry and console you at the same time. I want us to be open to each other. No matter what Nate. That's all I am asking for baby, I will stick around until you tell me otherwise"
"Your sticking around for a really long time then cause it will always be you Nolan" I smiled at him kissing him deeply. " I love you, I love you. I will never stop saying it"
" Then don't stop! I will never get tired of hearing it" he pulled me in to a kiss " you don't know how much you make me go crazy Wright. You made me crazy in highschool and up till now you still make my head spin, every kiss, every hug and every touch makes me feel like I am in heaven baby. Just know how much I love you" my heart warmed up hearing him say those words, these are the words I ever wanted to hear from him since the day I saw him.
" So did you go to the hospital I want to get involved in every thing, doctor appointment, shopping, painting the room, all of it!" I pulled out my wallet getting the scan of the baby giving it to him.
" I went today, I'm two weeks pregnant"
" Oh my God it looks beautiful" I frowned, he doesn't see it that is for sure.
" Nolan do you see it"
" No baby, but the black things I am seeing are beautiful" I threw my head back laughing my ass off. He is a funny guy.
" Here it is"
" The bean is the baby" he asked confused.
" Yes" I replied
" Hi jelly bean it's your other dad, we can't wait to meet you and shower you with lots of love but can you please take it easy with Your daddy, don't make him throw up so much, be a good boy or girl" Nolan talked to my stomach placing a kiss around it lovingly.
" You just called our baby a jelly bean" I snickered.
" Have you seen it"
" It's just still small but with time it will grow into a beautiful baby"
" Until then I will be calling it a jelly bean" he smiled at me " I am so happy Nate, I will make sure to be the greatest father out there, I won't disappoint you or the kids" he promised trancing his finger tips on my belly. " Oh my God wait!"Nolan drawled scared, out of the blue " Nate we just had sex, didn't we hurt our baby inside, do you feel any pain. Can we go to the doctor to see whether the baby is ok" I laughed at his rumbling.
" Who told You that pregnant women or men don't have sex with there partners" I say to him as he heaved a sigh in relief. " In fact it's the time we are horny all the time" Nolan's eyes widened " so brace yourself baby, we are going to need you like crazy"
"Ok that I can do" he looked at me " I will make sure that you don't sleep hungry then" I tranced his abs admiring his beautiful body which still had some cling of sweat from our love making earlier.
" You're so handsome Nolan, your body drives me insane" I moved my ass on his hardened dick as I tranced my hands over his body. " I have dreamed of being with You for such a long time, I have been waiting for this moment for you to hold me tightly in your warm hands like this" he put his hands around my waist holding me protectively " I have always wanted this since the day I saw you Nolan" I whispered kissing his neck softly " now you're here in my arms and I'm so fuckin happy in that I want to shout it to the whole wide world how much I love you. I'm so in love with you" I completed still pressing small kisses in his neck making his heart race faster.
" Marry me Nate"
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It Will Always Be You (MxM)
Romance" first cut is the deepest" others believe it others don't but in this case believe it! From an abandoned pregnant boy to being a successful lawyer who has never lost a case. Nathaniel Wright was at his happiest, living with his twins he adore so m...
