My Lecturer

Chapter 18

TRIXIE POV

Jared pulls me into the library. we sit on the chair 

Jared: ok Trixie... I'm gonna tell you this which milk doesn't want you to know
Trixie: what Jared?
Jared: I don't know what you've done to her but she doesn't want to continue to be a volunteer in Milwaukee she wants to move.
Trixie: to where?
Jared: I really don't know Trixie... I'm sorry
Trixie: god, it's all my fault
Jared: hey, go find her... it's gonna be okay Trixie
Trixie: thank you so much, Jared...

I trying to figure how can I track milk when she is just gone. oh, right I can use find my iPhone I could track her. I come back to my house to pack my bag I know this gonna be a long journey.

Katya: Trixie... thank god you came i-
Trixie: I don't want to talk, Katya
Katya: where are you going?
Trixie: Kim's... I'm gonna be there until I found milk
Katya: Trixie stop!
Trixie: LET.ME.GO!
Katya: if one of us has to leave it's gonna be me... it's your house, Trixie...
Trixie: I wanna go!
Katya: okay then! but we gonna find her together
Trixie: no, I'll go alone
Katya: please just let me take you to her... I got an address from milk's professor I know where she is... just wait for me I'll grab my key and we can go... just wait, please...

KATYA POV

Katya: excuse me, do you know where this address is?
Lady: yeah, but it's still far from here and the road is slippery there. you could go tomorrow 
Katya: Oh, so is there a Motel near here?
Lady: Yeah, there's one in front of that
Katya: thank you so much, ma'am

I went back to my car. I saw tired-looking Trixie

Katya: hey, this address is still far away it's getting dark so we gonna stay for one night is that okay?
Trixie: yeah... 

I drive to the motel near us. I book a room with a twin bed then we prepare to sleep because we are both exhausted.

Katya: you can go shower and I'll be buying us some dinner... you want anything?
Trixie: no, I don't want to eat
Katya: Trixie, you starving please eat okay...

she just slightly nodded. I buy a quick dinner we eat in silence then we prepare to sleep. I couldn't sleep I don't know why I just can't sleep...

Trixie: Katya? you sleep? of course she is trixie...
Katya: no, I can't sleep 
Trixie: can we talk?

i nodded and get up I sit on my bed across from her. I saw her looking down trying to avoid eye contact with me

Katya: I don't want to talk if you don't even wanna look at me
Trixie: I'm sorry, Katya...
Katya: so talk...
Trixie: why?
Katya: huh?
Trixie: why you do all of this? why you agree to marry me? why do you want to bring me to my girlfriend? why Katya? 
Katya: I told-
Trixie: I don't want to hear "I have my own reason" tell me Katya... what that reason is!
Katya: you really want to know? fine, I'll tell you

I guess I can't keep it from her forever, right?