transient ~ minsung

TWO (trigger warning)

jisung continued crying, burying his head in his knees. pain sparked through his whole body when his hair was grabbed roughly and he was lifted from the ground. he squirmed and  whimpered, trying to escape the death grip.

"why don't you stop crying like a little bitch and accept this? you're not gonna escape." felix spoke harshly and pulled on the brunette's hair more. 

after two months of dating felix, jisung started noticing weird behaviors of him. for example, he would get very possessive whenever another man spoke to him. he wasn't allowed to talk to minho properly without felix butting in everywhere. he became way too aggressive; shouted at jisung for making small mistakes like forgetting to water the plants or keeping the lights open for no reason. he would ignore the existence of consent during intimate moments; if felix wanted it, he got it. 

but one day jisung got punched for breaking a glass and he knew he needed to leave. however, he was too late. 

flashback.

"felix, we need to break up." 

"what? why? do you not love me anymore?" felix had asked with a pout, stepping closer to the brunette.

"i-i do." jisung had took a deep breath. "it's just that- you have distanced me from everyone, even my best friend minho. i get it, you're just being protective but i miss what  had with my best friend. we have drifted apart so much. then, the other day you punched me for breaking a glass! i can't keep up with this anymore, felix. let's break up. you're just toxic."

he had prepared to leave but just as he was about to leave his hand was grabbed and he had been pulled back towards felix.

"won't you give me another chance, sungie? please? i'm really sorry." he had begged.

" can't. not until you get better. get some help, go to therapy, i just can't keep up with this relationship, it's hurting me."

the brunette had tried to leave again but the grip on his wrist never loosened, instead it tightened to a point that it hurt.

"stay with me, please."

felix had tried to kiss him, wrapping his hand around his throat a bit too aggressively. the more jisung would try to pull back, the more the blonde would tighten the grip on his throat, choking him.

at a point, he had reached his limit. he had thrown the brunette across the room and growled. jisung had been terrified, tried to take deep breaths to fill his empty lungs. "are you fucking crazy?" 

felix had started walking towards the other, a small smirk on his face. "maybe i am."

flashback end. 

jisung had been trapped there, in god knows what place for about 4 months.  he was locked in a dungeon, sometimes he was starved as punishments for trying to escape and almost been beaten to a pulp. 

let's not start on sexual abuse. 

"give up, sungie. you're trapped here."

he just glared at the psychopath through his tears. finally his poor hair was released and he was dropped on the ground.

"i'll be back. don't do anything that will get you in trouble."