Helena

Chapter 11 am I a....monster?

I didn't know where the voice was coming from...but it kind of freaked me out. I decided to fallow the voice and see if I can find it. I kept hearing it over and over and over again. I soon found myself deeper and deeper into the woods. It was getting dark and soon I couldn't see a thing. As much as I wanted to cry out for help....my voice wouldn't let me. I soon saw a bright figure. It looked like a beautiful angle. "Hello...Helena." Said the maverick voice. "Hello....where you the one singing? " I asked quietly. No answer. Soon the beautiful angle turned into a black figure and it looked like a very tall man. I didn't know what to do or think....but a spark of fear shot into me and tould me to RUN! I began to run and didn't dare to look back. Somehow the black figure got in front of me. I soon had a flash back to a dream I had. The one with the shadow man who knew who I was but never reviled himself. I understood now....I must have been dreaming. "Oh God....someone pinch me I must be having a nightmare! " I screamed. "No one can hear you Helena." Said the demonic voice. "Not your mother...father....or even Bentley." The shadow man laughed. Tears shook in my blood shot green eye's. "No matter what I will find out who you are!!! And Bentley is dead!!!" I screamed while crying. "Oh so you think he is dead....well think again." The demonic voice said. Soon the shadow man held out a mirror and in the mirror I saw a fearful Bentley screaming "Help!" "Bentley!!!!! How did he get you in there?!? Please speak!!!!" I screamed to Bentley. "He can't hear you....and you will never know how I got him in here." Said the shadow man. "Who the hell are you....you bastard!!!" I shouted. Tears falling down my face. Soon the shadow man had the figure of a girl. And a voice....so familiar. It was wearing a black coat. It reviled itself to be.....me? "Oh.....oh.....no, no, no....this...is all....so...confusing." I said. "Know you see I have been doing this for your own good....I am you in the past....you had so much hatred bottled up inside....and didn't even know it! I am....you.....you are....me....a monster in the making. You will fall down....and go back to the pits of hell....in your heart...it will break....like a glass heart with no soul....you will not survive. ....not without Bentley. ....or me....your other half....I hold your anger side...your hate emotions....your deep kill...that will soon....come true...but tell me this Helena....do you think you can survive without..Bentley?" My other half said. I didn't know what the hell to think. I fell to my knees on the ground....shaking with confusion and shock. My tears smashing into the dirt. "Oh...yes and some people call me....Molly." My other half said. "Molly..." I whispered to myself. I knew that name frim some where....YES! THAT'S IT! Molly was my imaginary friend when I was little....and I always blamed stuff on her. But how could I have created a monster in my mind....without even knowing...what is this....am I a monster?" TO BE CONTINUED.....