i'd be sad if you were gone - slchld
i lay there, staring at the ceiling we painted over bottles of vodka. months before this, where we still loved each other, didn't put frowns on each other, fights that meant nothing. but now as i lay here, you're gone. you left, taking everything away, including my heart. and the little love i had left. i should've said those words, 8 letters that were too hard for me to spit out. maybe if i had said those you wouldn't be gone, leaving with a wounded heart.
my heart thinks of you, even though my brain doesn't let it to. it's hard to not think about you. my one and only, my other half. as silly as it sounded then, my soulmate. the one who knew and understood everything. i messed up bad and you didn't deserve it.
JAY'S NOTES 💭
i honestly have no idea what this is but i hope it's good ?
