A week has passed since Larry and Laurent began living together again.
And everything was different. Their relationship dynamics have changed.
During the time that they lived separately from each other, Larry discovered a lazy person in himself. He liked ordering food or eating a big sandwich for dinner. He was fine with cleaning once a week and storing up the laundry for several days, rather than running the washing machine every two days, and sometimes every day.
He liked to live alone. Rare meetings with Laurent were upsetting. But now ... He just didn't know how to behave. He was no longer a slave, he was no longer a part of a world where people were just talking and walking pieces of meat with a price tag on their foreheads. He became a person, free and proud. He discovered many different qualities and habits in himself. He had an opinion. And Larry didn't want to do all the housework alone anymore. But the new Larry has not yet learned to talk to Laurent. He swallowed the courage to demand or ask for something. Argue, swear and take offense. All these emotions in the relationship for him were something new and irresistible.
And Larry saw that it was not easy for Laurent either. He saw that from Laurent's gaze, the anguish never faded. Every glance at Larry was a quiet plea not to leave him. And it was tiresome. Tired that Laurent did not dare to be domineering and dominant again.
Larry loved wild Laurent. He loved the Beast in all his guises.
And Larry loved the freedom.
Aude Najd Laurent climbed into bed to read before going to sleep, Larry. He crawled up to Larry, gently pulling the book out of Larry's hands and buried his nose in his chest, leading it up to the chin, burying his face somewhere in the neck and blissfully exhaling, blowing bitter air over sensitive skin. Goosebumps started all over Larry's body. Larry hugged Laurent, crawling under his shirt with his arms.
It was their moment of peace. The moment when the whole world simply ceased to exist for them, focusing on this moment. This was their point of no return. Despite all the difficulties between them, they can either live with them or overcome them. Feelings without words. Words can lie. Laurent's gaze never left Larry. His lips were always whispering Larry's name. Laurent was woven into every cell of Larry's. These were the moments when kisses as light as butterflies grew into something deeper and deeper. Hands were locked together, and bodies were tightly connected like pieces of a puzzle. Everything is so sensual and synchronous. Trust and full connectivity. Larry is Laurent's weakness. All of Laurent's masks fell in front of Larry. Every single one. Larry could laugh in the face of anyone who dared to assume that Laurent was cheating on him. Such a stupid thought, stupid and unimportant people.
Larry didn't want to work in a design studio anymore. He just burned out and didn't know how to keep himself busy. Laurent's business flourished, after getting rid of Reggie, everything returned to its previous volumes and even more than before. Larry may never have thought about his own earnings at all. But he liked to be free and selfish.
Laurent saw it in Larry's eyes. Larry was ready to leave. Larry wanted to grow further. Become someone successful. With Laurent's money, it's not that difficult, especially if you find the right direction. Laurent could only wait for Larry to decide to leave ...
It happened after Larry's birthday. Quite predictable and completely Larry's style. As soon as he turned 21, he blew out the candles on the cake.
- Kid, what are you thinking?
- I want you to fulfill two of my wishes.
Larry knew Laurent knew. It was mean on Larry's part. But he needed insurance that Laurent would let him go ...
... They hugged on the couch. Larry was covered by Laurent's arms. It was their moment to talk, but neither was in a hurry to start.
- Laurent ...
"Kid, I know what you want to ask. I've been looking for an opportunity to say no for several hours. Leave you by my side. But I cannot find it. I have no control over you anymore.
"I want you to promise that I won't stop being yours. I just want our bond... "Laurent interrupted him with a kiss. Slowly pulling back, Laurent lifted Larry's chin with his fingers.
"Nothing can ever break the bond between us. I am ready to give you the whole world. I'm ready to give you time. I will do everything that you want. Even if there are kilometers between us, you will not cease to be mine, I will not cease to belong to you. You are my whole world ...
The farewell was unlike any of those silly romantic comedies and dramas. Everything was simpler prosaically. They hardly spoke at the airport. Just holding hands or hugging.
If Larry speaks, he will ask not to let him go. If Laurent speaks, he asks not to fly away.
Larry walked to his terminal without looking back, walking with a confident step. Overpowering myself not to turn around. If he turns around Laurent will not let him go anywhere. If Laurent calls him now, he will not fly away.
But Laurent won't do it. Because Larry needs real freedom.
Larry needs to deal with who he is.
Laurent can always find him.
As soon as the time comes ...
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Glass sky (LT fanfic bxb)
Storie d'amoreYou are my salvation. You are my doom. You are all I need. You are the one I didn't want to meet. I love you. And I don't want to love you. My sky is shattered. Its fragments pierce my body. And into my heart. I hate you. I can not live without you.