How It Feels To Be Lost

7

I woke up with a gasp. It was christmas day! Then I remembered last night with a smile. I looked over at Jordan. "It's christmaaaaaasssss wake upppppp!" I whined like a puppy. "Just a minute.." he grumbled. "Christmas! Wake up!" I shook him gently. "I'm up..I'm up." He tossed the covers in my face and chuckled at my suprise. I jumped out of bed and ran into the living room. Sure, it was much smaller than the alphas dorm, but I enjoyed the cozy vibe. I saw the presents under the Christmas tree. "This one first." Jordan handed me a little box, nicely wrapped in red paper. I opened it, and pulled out a gray wolf fur coat. It smelled Like Jordan's fur. "I uh..kept the fur I was shedding and had it made into a coat for you." I looked disgusted for a moment. It was the thought that counted. "Thank you." I said lovingly, and took the next box. "From Mikayla" The tag read. I opened it. Inside was a cute winter outfit, with some leather boots. "Ooo!" I squeaked. After opening the rest of my presents, Jordan brought in one last box. It was big, and holes were punched in it. When he set it down, a tiny puppy wobbled out. "OMIGOSH ITS PERFECT!!" I howled and leaped into my mate's arms. "I'm glad you like him." We named the puppy 'Zen' and spent the day by the fireplace. As the sun set, I leaned into Jordan, taking in his sweet scent. He rested his chin on my head. I wrapped my arms around him, in a long hug. Finally i looked up into his eyes and kissed him. The kiss lasted a long time. It was passionate, and deep. The mate bond strengthened. It was a wonderful night. He leaned over me and whispered, "I love you."

I woke up to the smell of bacon. "Jordan...?" I rolled over to where he usually slept. I panicked, accidentally sending is across the mate bond. "What is it!? What's wrong?" Jordan ran into the bedroom. "Oh there you are.." I sighed. "Oh, I didnt realize you'd freak out if I went to make breakfast." He rubbed his shoulder in embarrassment. "Hope you're hungry." I leaped out of bed, hurried into the kitchen and made a plate. Bacon, eggs, pancakes, Yum! I ate it quickly. I got dressed in the winter clothes Mikayla had gotten me. It had been three weeks since Christmas, yet the snow hadn't melted yet. "Where are you off to?" Jordan asked. "Out with Mikayla and Daisha!" I called, as I left. The girls were waiting for me downstairs. "Took you long enough!" Mikayla led us to a frozen pond. "Everyone is ice-skating!" Daisha exclaimed. I slipped onto the ice. Mikayla laughed as I fell right onto my butt. "You shut up!" I laughed. Daisha pushed Mikayla onto the ice, She slipped and slid everywhere. I burst out laughing. I suddenly felt sick. Sliding off the ice I mind linked Jordan. I don't feel well, I'm coming home.. He responded immediately. I'll come get you. I only had to wait a few moments, Wolf-form Jordan ran into the area, shifted, and picked me up. I spent about an hour in the bathroom, sick. Jordan had called over Mikayla to help, since he had a meeting with Ross. Mikayla knocked on the bathroom door. "Hey girly! I have some medicine and something I need you to take." I opened the door and took the bag of stuff. I pulled out a box. "Pregnancy test? Seriously Mikay?" I scoffed. Could I be?.. I ignored the thought and took it anyway. I washed my hands, and changed into pajamas. I looked at the test. Two lines. "M-Mikayla?.." I stuttered. "Yeah?" She replied. "It's positive..." I heard her squeal. I came put of the bathroom. "How do I tell Jordan!? We're getting married in a month!" I tried to breathe normally, but I was encased inpanic. "Just tell him when he gets back!" Mikayla sat me on the bed. I nodded and grabbed a little gift box. I set the test in it, and put a little bow on top. 30 minutes later I heard Jordan enter the Dorm. "Hey Princess how do you feel?" I handed him the gift box. "A gift?" He opened it and stared at me in shock, before hugging me close. "I love you! I love you! I love you!" I laughed.

We had planned the wedding after that, it would be a flower themed wedding, we chose a cake, I chose my dress, and we chose the food. I was prepared for my special day, and my family.

Sorry it's so short again! The next one will be longer I promise.