Forever and Always

C H A P T E R 9

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Talia's POV-

This is not happening, the three people that left me, just up and left. Not one of them called not check up on me not one, "Hi Talia you okay? I know you've been beaten your entire life and we've basically just fed you to the wolves but you good girl?". Ever. Three years and not one text or call to see if I'm okay.. After we had finished my training I got put back into the system since Mike's place was too full of kids like me and I was already fully trained. We stayed in touch and I told him about the abuse that Dave and Angela had put me through one night and he offered me a place to stay when things got too bad. Did I ever get to take him up on the offer though? Well I didn't exactly get the chance to because the first time that Dave and his sleazebag friends had used me for their own pleasures I went to his place so someone could help clean and patch up the wounds I couldn't reach since I don't exactly fancy getting sepsis and I don't know anyone who would to be honest, anyway when I got to his place I found the door was wide open obviously I thought the worst like, he's been kidnapped, tied up, killed even but when I walked into the house there was a note that told me he was safe but had moved away and even used our special code to actually let me know it was him. Beforethat my safe haven was Ni and Ash but when I got there they were also gone, I thought it was all one big shiny coincidence but apparently not, they really all just left me behind like I was nothing but a piece of gum on the bottom of their shoe.

"I'm just, I um, I'm going out I don't know when I'll be back just fuck off and leave me alone"

"Talia these are-" I cut him off again, "I fucking know who they are, nice to finally see you again what's it been? Three years with no text or call I'd appreciate a letter or even a fucking carrier pigeon or morse code hm." They looked at me with pity. "Wow not even a 'we're sorry for leaving without saying goodbye and then never speaking to you again ' and my dear lovely Mike you don't have anything to say either? let me do that for you, 'Talia my angel who I left, I sincerely apologise for leaving you at the time you needed me the most, I'm sorry for leaving you with those pigs that I know you hate and are defenceless against because you don't want to get into any more trouble.'" I start laughing hysterically while tears are streaming down my face. "Why mike you are just TOO kind and I guess... I'm never going to forgive you as long as I am alive on this fucking wretched planet. Now pops I am actually going out leave me alone for a bit I don't want to see anyone, especially not those people" I scream at them and pointing viciously

I storm out the door and as soon as I am off the driveway I let out a big sob I didn't know I was holding in and start to cry like Ive never cried before. I don't know where to go but one thing I do know is I need a release. I call my 'friend' I have here and call him to meet up with me and to bring his entire supply.

Third-person POV-

As soon as she left the house mike, Ni and Ash turned around "We have to find her now." Everyone in the room looked stunned "Shouldn't we just leave her, she sounded pretty angry with you guys and she asked us to leave her alone." They look at each other as if silently asking if they should tell them. "The thing is she has an IED disorder and it's extremely severe as well, when we were 13 she beat a grown-ass man to a pulp after he accidentally bumped into her, we had to pull her off of him before she killed him. She got medication for it but I don't think she's taking them, we had to force her to take them she said she wasn't herself when she was on them and since we left 3 years ago she most likely had no one to tell her to take them. Another thing is instead of dealing with the anger by going to the gym or anything we would do she will normally do one of two things number 1 and hopefully its this one- she will go into a dissociated state, she won't talk to or even acknowledge anyone for hours or even days it depends just how deep this anger is, in this case, she is extremely angry with all three of us so it could even be weeks." At this point, everyone in the room begins to worry about the safety of Talia but also if option one is the best one what the hell is option 2.