Natasha Romanoff, one shots.

"Did you mean it?" "Every word"

ALL THE SONG CREDIT GOES TO BRUNO MARS 'WHEN I WAS YOUR MEN'
Thank you :)

"Then i guess this is it" she said, on the verge of tears.
"I guess so" i said, crying.

That was 3 months ago. 3 months ago Natasha and i broke up. It was the hardest thing we ever had to do. I still love her so much, but with her always being stuck on work and me always being worried for her, it just wouldn't work out.

We haven't really talked since we broke up. It's too hard to look at her and not being able to hold her, to kiss her, to tell her, how much she means to me and how much i love her. I can't do it.

When we broke up, i cried 24/7. When i am very emotional i get creative. This sounds weird. But i write songs. I wrote a song about Nat. I wanted to give her the song, but it may have been weird. The song is about us, how my life is different now that we are broken up.

One day i woke up and just decided i wanted her to listen to it. I couldn't bring myself to record it and send it as a video so i put it on an USB stick and send it to her through mail.

Nat POV
I woke up, got my coffee, took a shower and got dressed. The house is quiet. Normally i liked quiet, but this is... too quiet. Without y/n it's just empty. I walked outside to get my mail and to my surprise i got mail from her. A smile came upon my face as i saw the senders name. I walked back inside and quickly opened it.

It was a USB stick with a little note to it.
'Dear Nat,

I don't know how to say this, so i wrote it down.
As i was reading it.. well i turned it into a song.
You don't have to listen to it, but feel free to do so. I still care for you very, very deeply and i hope your doing okay.
Im sorry that i haven't contacted you, but i couldn't bring myself to do so.

Anyway, its a song so yeah.

~y/n'

A single tear rolled down my cheek as i read the words. This was probably very hard for her to send. I got my laptop and put the stick in it. I opened the document and clicked on the video, its named "when i was your girl" (yes, i listened to Bruno Mars and i got this idea, this is a fantastic song sooo..)

I pressed play and i saw her sitting behind her piano. I got chills as soon as she started playing.
"Same bed but it feels just a little big bigger now. Our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same"

My hand coffered my face. This is about us, i knew that from the title, but it just hits me now.
"When our friends talk about you all it does is just tear me down. Cause my hart breaks a little, when i hear your name, it all just sounds like; oeee oeeee"

Already in tears. I forgot how good her singing voice was.

"Hmm, too young, too dumb to realize, that i should have bought you flowers, and held your hand. Should have give you all my hours, when i had the chance. Take you to every party, cause all you wanted to do was dance. Now my baby's dancing, but she's dancing with another girl"

I paused the video, i couldn't see through my eyes anymore. The tears completely blinding me. I got up, grabbed a box of tissues and pressed play again.

"My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways. Caused the good strong woman like you to walk out my life. Now i never, never get to clean up the mess i made, no. And it haunts me every time i close my eyes, it all just sounds like, oee oeeee"

"Hmmm too young, too dumb to realize. That i should have bought you flowers, and held your hand. Should have give you al my hours, when i had the chance. Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance. Now my baby's dancing, but she's dancing with another girl"