What Love Is About ?( Completed✓)

chapter-24 falling apart and coming back

" yeh aap kya keh rahe hai pagal ho gye kya "( what are you saying are you gone mad) she yelled at me by moving back . My heart feared by seeing her walking back . No no . Bondita don't leave me. But I think I deserve this .Today I broke her trust , my bondita's trust😭😭. " Aap juth bol rhe hai Mai jante hu Aisa Ho he nhi skta"( you are telling lie I know it can never happened )
She shakes her head . Can you see how much trust she had on me even I am saying it by myself but still she is not believing that her patibabu could betrayed her . My heart break  in zillion pieces but I can't take advantage of her trust . I broke it and she should know about it. I get up from floor and Move towards her . I cupped her face her tears are flowing continuously . My heart wrench by seeing her tears . " Bondita please ... muje maaf kardo ..par yeh sach hai .... Kal ...raat mai nashe mai tha..... Kuch samajh he nhi ayya ... muje please maaf kardo . "( Bondita please forgive me ... But it is truth ......yesterday's night I was not in senses ...I don't know how it got happened ..... please forgive me ..) I felled on her feet by joining my hands . I know what I did is not forgiven but I can't live with her hatred . I can't....

She moved her feet back . No . I can't let her leave me no... No ... I hold her legs .
" Please mujhse dur mat jao " ( please don't go away from me) I begged by holding her legs . Her face is expressionless .

" Kya aap mujhe maaf kar dete agar mai kisse aur ke sath yeh karke aati " ( would you have forgiven me if I had done this with some other guy ) I left her legs . What she said !!! How could she ... "Bondita.." only a faint sound come from my mouth . I even can't imagine those words for her . I can't .... But I want to say that nothing is more important for me than her but my voice got stuck in my throat .
" ... Muje inn sab cheezon ke baare mai pata nhi par itna pata hai ki yeh haq sirf ek patni ka hota hai aur aapne mera haq kisse aur ko de diya " ( I don't know about this things but I know one thing that it is only a wife's right and you gave my right to some else ) she said while wiping her tears . I tried to speak that I could never gave her place to someone else but it seemed like my voice is not coming out .." Mai jante hu aap hosh mai nhi the par yeh sab bhulna ........pata nhi mai aapko fhir uss najar se dekh paungi ya nhi " ( I know you were not in senses but to forget this things ..... I don't know whether I could see you the same way I used to ) she left the room saying her last words . It seemed like she just not leaved room but me too . I fall on the floor with a thud ... My heart started paining . " Ahhhhhhh" I groaned in pain .
I can't breathe . It seemed like someone choked my throat . I hold my head tightly and everything started spinning around me . I collapsed on floor with her name in my mouth ." Bondita....,"

Bondita's pov .
I don't know how to feel . I don't know how to react. I just runed in my room closing the door and fell on the bed and I broke down . The pain I am feeling in my heart is unbearable . I still couldn't believe he slept with another woman. I know he was not in senses but then also I don't know why I can't forget those things . I think I need some time . Yes !! I need some time to proceed with things slowly. It's better if we stay away from each other for sometime . Suddenly I heard a loud knock at my door. I don't want to face any body now . I don't want to talk to anyone. I just need my alone time . I closed my ears tightly and put my head under pillow. I don't want to listen anything . I buried my face in mattress to hide my sobs 😭.

Batuk's pov .
As we reached home kaka told us that dada arrived at home . I sighed in relief but then we heard a loud scream from dada's room . We panickily runed towards his study . My breath stopped . He was lying on ground unconscious .
Somnath da and I picked him up and take him in motorcar . I runed to upstairs to inform boudi but she is not opening her door . I knocked her door harshly but no response . Kaka called me and I runed towards motorcar again . We left for hospital fastly . I think boudi was sleeping . It's better not to tell her . I think she is already in a lot of stress . Dada was taken inside . We were sitting outside praying for his bell being . After sometime doctor arrived outside . We quickly barged towards him ." Kya hua doctor Anirudh achnak se behosh kese ho gya " kaka asked him panicking
" Aapke bete ko ek minor heart attack aaya hai shayad koi bohut bada Sadma laga hai aap sahi time pe le aaye Varna unke Jann bhi jaa sakte the abhi bhi condition serious hai "( your son got a minor heart attack I think he got a big shock . You brought him at right time otherwise he could losse his life his condition is still critical ) doctor told us . we were totally shocked everything is fine a while how could it happened like it . " Doctor please mere dada ko thik kar dijiye "( doctor please make my dada healthy again ) I begged him by joining my hands . " Hum kuch nhi kar sakte Aisa lagta hai unhone jine ki aas chod de hai " ( we can't do anything it seems like he loose the hope to live ) . Kaka falled on the floor . I quickly went near him to support him . Even though my tears are flowing continuously . " Nhi ...nhi aise kaise aas chod sakta hai hamre bahu ka kya hoga"
( How could he loose hope what will happen to my bahu ) he said while sobbing . I hugged him tightly . Please god . Please make my dada healthy again. ..
End of pov

Bondita's pov
I woke up with red eyes . I think I slept while crying . It's been two hours . Everything seems so silent but there is a inner turmoil in my heart . Again tears rolled down from my eyes by rembering his words and I don't care to wipe them . Let them flow and dried by thier own . I walked down like a robot . I am still not feeling any emotions . I noticed that nobody is at home . Where all had gone.
Koielye Didi and bhari babu were in temple and praying while crying .
" Kya hua hai aap dono roh kyu rahe hai bakki sab kah hai " ( why are you both crying where is everyone gone )I asked them tensely . " Vo chote Malik.... Behosh ho gye sab unhe lekar aspatal gye hai.."( chote Malik got unconscious .. everyone is with him in hospital ) it seemed like ground as snatched from my feet . I runed outside like a maniac . I don't care to wear slippers or anything . I just want to reach to him as soon as possible . Please dugga maa keep him safe . My feet got injured and blood started coming but I don't care . I want to reach to him just him . I runed inside hospital . My bloody feet stained on white floor . I saw kakasasurji , Somnath da and batuk sitting outside a room . I rushed towards them painting . " Kah hai mere patibabu " ( where is my patibabu )
I asked them panicking . " Bahu tum aagye dekho na yeh kya keh rhe hai ki hamare Anirudh ne ass chod de hai jeene ki "( bahu you came see what they are saying that our Anirudh has loosed hope of living) . My heart wrench by listening his words . How could he loose hope to live . Don't he care about me . How I am going to live without him . How could he .!!!! I quickly barged in the room . My heart break  by seeing his condition .
This condition is because of me because I don't forgive him . Why I behaves so impulsive . It's not his mistake . My tears flowed uncontrollably 😭😭 . I went towards him and laid on bed beside him by holding his shirt tightly my head his on his chest ." Aapne Aisa Soch bhi kaise liya ki aapki bondita aapko Kahi jaane denge mai aapko kahi nhi janne dunge kabhi nhi aap hamesha mere sath rehenge please aanke kholiye patibabu "( how could you think that your bondita will let you go somewhere . I will never let you go . You will always stay with me please open Ur eyes ) I spoke to him while my tears wet his shirt . But he is not responding . I moved towards his eyelids and kissed them and then his forehead ." Kholiye ne aankhein patibabu Mene aapko maaf kar diya maine aapko maaf kar diya please ...." ( Open Ur eyes see I have forgiven you patibabu . I have forgiven you please ... ) I sobbed loudly . Then I kissed his lips . Please , please open Ur eyes see your bondita . Please . ...
Suddenly I felt a hand around my waist .
I left his lips to look at his face . His eyes opened slowly . " Bondita..." A faint sound came from his mouth and I quickly hugged him tightly ." Haan Mai hu patibabu aapki bondita aapko kabhi chodke nhi jaunge mai naa aapko jaane dunge " ( yes patibabu I am here your bondita . I will never leave you and will never let you leave me ) I said while infinite tears escaped from my eyes . I can feel his tears flowing too .

Author's pov
Many people witnessed a different union of two souls. A boy was lying on bed and his girl is in top of him hugging him tightly . They are letting thier tears release the pain which both of them are suffering . Love is not about just loving a person but it's also about forgiveness and accepting the person with all his faults .

A really long chapter hope you will like it please do vote and comments 💕😘😘😉😊😉 it's appreciates me to write more ☺️ ur loving writer - neha

Precap- healing the wounds