My Red Head

Then lie to me (pt.3)

  (A/N: So a lot of people had mixed feelings about whether the reader should go back to Natasha or not, so I have wrote this one which is going back to Natasha and later on I will write an alternative ending where the reader doesn't.) 

     I had been staying about a year at a cabin Buck and I found while on our road trip. Buck came and visited every now and then but that was it. None of the other Avengers knew where I was, and that was possibly for the best, even if I didn't want to admit it.

        I had my little babies just a few months ago. Their names were Janette Wanda L/N and James Rogers L/N. They were identical twins. That had my facial structure and body structure with Natasha's bright red hair and eyes.

While I was starting to space off at them the phone rang. 'CALLER ID: JAMES BARNES' Not surprising it was him. I picked up the phone and soon got greeted with a voice that was yet not Bucks, but Steve's.

"Y/N? Are you there." He started talking in a worried tone, but I just thought it was about the fact that he had absolutely no idea how to use a phone.

"Yes Steve, I am. What do you need Gramps?" I responded with leaning me elbows on the counter calmly

"You need to come home. Natasha is in critical condition."

I dropped everything. I couldn't function. I heard Steve still trying to see if I was there. I started to feel tears flow down my face at a fast speed. It was at least a 5 hour drive. So time to get a driving I guess.

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I saw the tower and called Buck hoping he would be the one to answer this time. He did.

"Hey. List-"

I quickly cut him off without thinking. "I'm outside Buck."

We both ended up in a thing of silence.

"I need someone to help me get Jame's and Jennette's car seats."

"I'm coming. "

And with that the call ended. He quickly came out and went to my door first and held me for a second while I just balled into his shoulder for a good five minutes. Soon I was able to mostly pull myself together and I got James and he grabbed Jennette.

We both walked into the elevator I use to go up everyday. Man, talk about day ja vu. The elevator finally stopped at the med bay. I heard everyone talking. I'm not sure if I'm ready to face them, but at this point there's no going back now.

I walk in with Bucky and as soon as everyone notices me they all go silent. Exept Steve, Gramps instantly got up and hugged me. He looks at the two sleeping babies and asked "what's their names?"

"Well the girl is Jennette Wanda L/N" I saw Wanda quickly smile at the fact she had a baby naked after he and someone cared that much. "And the boy is James Rogers L/N." And then Gramps looked at me like he was about in tears. Gosh dang old people. He looks like he starting menopause, my God. "Now if you don't mind me asking, where's Natasha?"

Tony looked at me and pointed to the room "She hasn't let anyone see her since she woke up." I gave Steve James and Buck still had Jennette. I walk in the room and shut the door and she doesn't even turn her head to look.

"I told you guys I didn't want anyone in here and if-"

"Well I drove five hours to get here, for you, so I'd kinda appreciate it if we could even just talk?" She quickly looked up at me and nodded. "So what happened?"

"I was kinda being reckless. I was upset."

"Can I ask, about what?"

"I heard Buck talking to you on the phone after he told me he didn't know where you went off to or didn't have anyway to contact you."

"I asked him to, so please don't blame him for that."

"I realized after awhile that I was the fuck up. To be honest that couple months I had been getting high which lead me to the worst decisions I have ever made, like cheating on you, and letting you go"

"Y/N I lov-

Before she was even able to finish her words I cut her off with a kiss and quickly responded with "I love you more. Also I kinda have a surprise..?

"Okay?" She chuckled

"Give me two seconds." I made the boys hand me my kids and went in there with them.

She looked at me with our two children in my hands with shock. I let her hold both of them one at a time. She ended up bursting into tears.

"I wish I would have acted response enough you would of told me. It's all my fault, I'm so sorry Y/N."

"Darling I already forgave you."