The maze runner imagines and preferences

Thomas

OKAY GUYS IM BACK! I HAVE BEEN SO CAUGHT UP IN LIFE THAT I CANT CONCENTRATE OR WRITE.I HAD MY FIRST REAL KISS THE OTHER DAY, AND IT WAS AMAZING!!!AND IVE JUST BEEN LIVING, AND ITS HONESTLY BEEN AN AMAZING 2 WEEKS AND IM SORRY!.
BUT THIS IS A REQUEST FROM- XDJamaicanprincessXD  THAT IM FINALLY GETTING TO. IM SORRY ITS TAKEN SO LONG TO WRITE.
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Its getting dark, the doors are about to close,and thomas isnt back from the maze yet... im starting to get worried, and i can tell the others are as well....
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cmon thomas. I think to myself. The doors are five minutes from closing, and Im scared. I cant lose him, that would be like losing myself, i would never be the same... i  jostle myself out of the horrific thoughts and focus on the entrance of the maze. Newt and ben are standing beside me, looks of despair on their faces....
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Theres 1 minute until the doors close and i can feel the tension sourrounding the glade.He still isnt back. And by the way things are looking i doubt he'll make it...
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The wind+dirt is flowing out of the maze and into my eyes, but they dont water, they cant. Ive cried every last drop out of my system in the last hour....
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The doors are shutting and im about to have a panick attack. The glade is dead silent, everyone has stopped what they were doing and gathered around the north wall, nervousness has made its way through the gladers, capturing us in its spell. I stand there by the entrance of the maze, watching the doors inch closer together, telling me hes not going to make it. I fall to my and put my hands to my face. Though no tears fall, im shattered. I feel a hand touch my shoulder, but i dont look up. Then i feel a finger tilt my chin up, causing me to come face to face with beautiful brown eyes, fimiliar brown eyes. Wait what? I ask myself. Then suddenly im jolted out of my hazy feeling and relize who the eyes belong to. "Thomas?" I manage to get out. He nodds and hugs me. "I thought you were dead.Leaving me" I whisper into his chest. Unexpectedly he replies. "Id never leave you."
Im sorry if this sucks. But i was trying to hurry!!! Ugh.