-Guess who loves you?•|Heesunwon|•

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He giggled,completely drunk.

"I have two crushes hehe..."
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Niki

"Stop smiling like a pevert."Jay groaned when Heeseung sat in the swimming pool.

He indeed smiled like a pevert but I stayed silent and let him be happy.It was rare to see Heeseung smile like that.Jungwon seemed to be happy too after they heared Sunoo.

"Hey Niki,what do you think about?"Soobin gave me a hug and pulled me close to his chest."I'm just happy."I gave Soobin a smile and pointed at my Hyung's.

"Do you guy's think he fits in?"Jay asked out of nowhere.Jay looked at me but I quickly looked away,just like Yeonjun and Soobin.Jake who was still drunk understood the question but he looked away like I did.We had no answers to his question.

I looked up to meet Jungwons eyes.His smile faded and he frowned.

"Heeseung you are our leader.Think about us."Jay leaned against the desk and took a sip from his glass.

He looked desperated.Heeseung and Jungwon must think we don't like Sunoo.
"Guy's if,if you have a prob-"

"While you think about us,remember that your happiness is ours too.In the first place,take care of the people you would die for in any situations.You are the priority."Jay ended his sentence and head inside.

Soobin laughed."Thats the way of telling you that you better let Sunoo stay or he will kick that pretty ass of yours."

Yeonjun hugged me and Soobin from behind and closed his eyes."Let's see if he can handle our true selves."I said.

"We aren't normal boy's,we are the Mafia."Jake headed inside after saying that too.

Soobin stood up and flicked Yeonjuns head."Well,we should get going.We see you tomorrow at work."Soobin made his way to the gate when Yeonjun screamed "Babe,wait for meeee" and both left the house.

"Niki,do you want Sunoo to stay?Last time you could decide who can stay or not,tell me."Jungwon stood infront of me,not letting me pass him.

Out of ther corner from my eyes I saw Jay and Jake standing at the balcony.They all were interested in my answer and I had one.

Sunoo

I woke up feeling like shit.The night before was crazy.I rushed to the bathroom and started to puke.It was horible,I WAS FEELING HORRIBLE.

I washed my face after I threw up and qickly wrote Jungwon to come here.It didn't even took a minute when Jungwon entered my room and rubbed my back.

"What's wrong?"He asked me and I pointed at my belly.Since a few months my stomach started to hurt.More and more every week and I think the alcohol triggered it again.

Of course Jungwon couldn't know about this and blamed it only on the alcohol."Let me get Niki to take care of you."

I started to whine.I wanted Jungwon and Heeseung,not Niki."Darling we need to work.We will be in the office here.Just go to sleep.It's normal if you drink so much."

Jungwon seemed stressed so I didn't complained anymore.He left the room and I felt lonely.I got on my bed and pulled the blanket over me.I tried to find a good show on Netflix.

"Sun,it's me Niki."Niki sat next to me and put an arm around me.

"Niki they won't ever have time right?"I sighed and turned around to face Niki.He shrugged his arms."Usually not,we can't blame them for working so much.Without them we all would live on the street or not have a job."

I understood what Niki wanted to say."Do you remember what you said yesterday?"he asked me out of the sudden but I was clueless."You said that you have two crushes."

My body frooze and my head spinned.I.said.what.

"Don't feel embarrassed,we all know you liked Heeseung Hyung and Jungwon Hyung but we thought you need some time to figure it out."I played with Nikis fingers.Can I embarrass myself even more after yesterday?

„I want to sleep,please get out."I spoke with a soft but sad voice what made Niki question me.

Not soon after I told him to get out,he left and closed the door.

What if Sunghoon Hyung is right,maybe it's not my place to stay.Heeseung usually at least comes and hugges me in the morning and Jungwon would force me to ear breakfast but...nothing of this happened.Maybe they are disgusted.Maybe they wanted me just for fun,just to play with me but no real feelings.

Am I dumb?Of course they dont like me back,they are in a relationship with each other,I'm just someone they found as a toy.

I buried my head deep into the pillow and let out a stuffed scream.Why me,why is it always me who gets pushed away.Why couldn't I die when me and mom were in the grocery shop.Why didn't these murders kill me.

I started to sob into the pillow.I was feeling betrayed,angry,played and just emotional.

After hours I decided to stop being such a cry baby and just stood up.I took a long bath when I heared someone knocking on the door."Sunoo?"

It was Jake's calm voice.I hummed in response."Did you cry?"he asked me leaving me in shock.How did he know?

„N-no."I stuttered but he opened the door.Thank god I locked it.

„Sunoo come outside.There are make up stains on your bed sheets.I know you cried,if you won't come out,I will call Heeseung and Jungwon."

Jake

I tried it again but he didn't wanted to open the door.I went to his bed and held the pillow in my hands,heading down to the new office.

Without knocking I entered the room just to see Jungwon and Heeseung making out on the desk.

..."Are you guy's fucking serious?"