-Guess who loves you?•|Heesunwon|•

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"Sunoo..."
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Sunoo

"I know I have no right to say this but...stop being a pussy already and tell them what you feel."

I stood up and got closer to the door.Yea hes has no right to say this shit.

"You fucking asshole,why do you hurt yourself again and again.Tell me,who would want to take care of someone like you who only whines?"

I got mad,really really mad over his words.Who is he to say that?!

I opened the door harshly just to meet a crying Sunghoon,with his head down low sitting on the floor."Good that you opened the door.."he gave me a smile.

"What do you want?"

"I needed to say this to get you out of here.Let's talk please and don't be mad."

I sat down next to him and closed the door.I took a look around to see if there is someone else but no..no one gladly..

"I know you love them and I know they love you back."he started to speak.

"No shit huh?Im obvious with my feelings but I know they don't feel the same."I said back more coldly then planned.

Sunghoon shifted in his seat around."Do you remember when you said Jisoo wouldn't like you back?"he laughed.

"She didn't liked me back Sunghoon.."

He giggled."Yea she treated you like shit because she didn't liked you,do these two treat you the same way?"he asked me.

"Come to the point Sunghoon Hyung.Please let's end this conversation.."I stood up,ready to leave when..

"They love you.Ddeonu I know i've done shit but listen to me this one single time and trust me with this.They love you and I'm sure they have a plan.Before you ask me how I can be this sure,I got the feeling for it this time.Please take you're time but don't run away...not like what happened with Eomma.."

He really...still called my mother his eomma too..thats how close we were huh?I leaned against the wall next to the door.
"What if I'm not ready?"

"What if you think you aren't ready but you are?Do you wanna risk leaving this amazing people or do you want to stay with them until the end?"Sunghoon held my wrist."Please Ddeonu,don't make my mistake.Be happy,be free,feel loved because you deserve all these good stuff they give you."

I started crying."Why are you doing this?Why do you try so hard?!"I screamed at him.I was an emotional wreck.

"Because you are my Ddeonu and I want my Ddeonu to be happy.I will leave from here as soon as you decide to talk with Heeseung and Jungwon.I need to go when I want you to be happy."

I grabbed his collar and smashed him against the wall.The last strength I had,I used it on him.

"Stop speaking fucking nonsense.Didn't you just told me to stop being a fucking pussy and don't run away to take the risk?!"

He put his hand on my head and patted it.I let him slowly down when I saw him crying along with me.

"I go because I am a pussy,I am nobody who you should need to deal with.I don't belong here."he slung his arms around me and held me."You have a bright future Ddeonu.You have people who love you all around this place.You will find your happiness."

Jake

"His words..."Niki said quietly when we stood at the corner of the corridor.We listened to their conversation.

I grabbed my hair."Do we let him do it?"

Jay hesitated."Jake,look at me.What are you saying huh?Niki shut the fuck up!"he raised his voice but kept it as quiet as possible.

"Hyung."I chuckled when I saw Jay's terrifying face.I saw this fear,the fear we all had in our eyes a few months ago.

"Sunghoon...he..h-he s-se-seems like h-he wants to die just like...Daewhi.."