-Guess who loves you?•|Heesunwon|•

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"Well deserved dad."
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Sunghoon

I snuggled closer to the body wrapped around me after I woke up feeling like shit.

"Are you awake you cumslut?Already done?"

My eyes finally widened and I jumped away from the person who held me.Tears started falling down my both cheeks and I felt like there's no air for me to breath anymore.

"What is wrong you slut?Want more?"

"GO AWAY!"I yelled and begged the person while I tried distancing me more.

"Please go away,please go just go,dont touch me I-i can't d-do t-th-this again."

My chin got lifted and I looked into his eyes...Jay...

"Can you hear me Sunghoon?Look it's Jay,It's Jay Hyung and Jake Hyung.You need to breath slowly."

I felt like a crybaby but I broke down in miserable sobs.I couldn't breath properly and clinged into my shirt right above where my heart was.It hurted so much that I couldn't hear anything at all anymore.

"Sunghoon it's me Jungwon.You need to listen to them.Breath in and out,come on"

My heart broke when I heard Jake's voice.
"I-i shouldn't have hugged him.I'm sorry,
I'm so sorry."

Jungwon held my hand while Jay put my head on his chest.I heared him breathing in and out slowly so I followed it with alot of troubles.Once I think I got calmer,
Jungwon pulled me away from Jay holding my face.

"Jay go and bring Jake into your room to calm him selfs down and please go to Nikis room just to see if he's okay and if his fever is going down."

I saw Jay nodding,placing a small kiss on my forehead when he left with Jake Hyung.

"Sunghoon?"he asked and I hummed quietly."No one is mad a you alright?Can you tell me what happened?"

I bite my tongue."F-fla-flashbacks."I whimpered thinking about it again.
Jungwon didn't let me go,no he started carrying me into a room.A small lamp was on but the light was more like dimmed.

I felt a soft mattress under me.Jungwon now placed a small blanket over my body.

Next to me I heared someone yawning.
"What are you doing up so late?"

It was Heeseung and his sleepy deep voice.Jungwon sighed."Sunoo is in Nikis room.Sunghoon got a little panic attack so I thought maybe for the night he can stay here.I'm concerned about Jay's,Jake's and Sunghoon's sleeping habits.They barely sleep lately."

I felt Heeseung shifting closer to me.
"I got this,call me when the meeting is over and stay close to Hyung.After we killed some of their members Im sure they are ready to take us down one by one."

Jungwon waved before he left the room with his coat.

Heeseung gave me another pillow."Don't be scared *yawning* I'm here and no one is going to touch you like that again without your consent." He kept staying at the corner of the bed not wanting to get too close to me.

It felt awkward having such much space between us two."Eh-ehm..c-could you hold my hand?I-im a bit scared."

Heeseung chuckled and let me hold his hand while he still stayed at his distance what made me smile.I was always a little afraid of the dark but I always overcame it with..with Sunoo or with t-the lights in my room alone..

I closed my eyes tightly hoping no flashback would cross my mind...ever again.