Twice Oneshots

Family Forever (Twice)

So I've decided to make a kind of angsty-ish oneshot here. It's mostly based of Tzuyu and her relationship with Twice. I think I will make a better one than this in the future but for now this is it.
WARNING: MENTIONS OF SELF-HARM AND DEPRESSION. 

No one's pov
Nayeon asked Tzuyu a question. "Tzu, why are you so quiet today?" 
A short silence ensued as all of them focused on her making the Yoda panic but then Tzuyu explained, "I'm just tired, Unnie." and they went back to their chaos. She was just tired but soon she started getting the feeling again. 

'Why is this feeling coming back? I feel so alone.' She thought to herself and decided she should just go to sleep like she always does. "I'm gonna go to bed, Goodnight, Unnies." They nodded and she left. She immediately went to bed, not wanting to waste another minute by being awake. 

Time skip 
Tzuyu has been feeling horrible lately. She's been feeling alone and hurt. Every night, she's been crying herself to sleep, in the shower, she would burn her smooth skin with the scalding hot water just to distract her self from the emotions and voices in her head. Sometimes when she looks into the mirror, she would hear the voice again, "Look at you, just another pretty face. They don't care about you, they never did. They hate you, everyone does. You're just a pretty doll, meant to be in a display case for all of they're viewing." And this voice would push her to take the shiny, sharp razor and slide it against her skin in places the camera or her unnies wouldn't see. Those cuts litter her skin from the many times she would try to feel anything else other than that pain and that voice, ripping her to shreds, burning into her the truth she manifested and not the real truth. 
You would think she would go to her Unnies for support and love but no, she never did. She will not go to them because she doesn't want to be a burden and because she thinks they don't care. But, of course they do, they just get caught up in themselves, they're human too, they all are.

Tzuyu's pov
I sighed, "Why won't this feeling just go away?" I just want it to stop. I sighed again and got ready to go to our dance practice. 

'What's going on with me? Why can't I get this move right?' I kept trying and trying but I just couldn't get it. "Tzuyu! It's easy, how can you not do this?!" Jihyo scolded me and I just apologized. I know she's tired, they all are. "I'm sorry guys, you can go rest, I'll keep practicing." I smiled to them and they agreed. 
I kept practising and I still didn't get it. The others were resting on the couch in the corner and watching me. I didn't care though. 

No one's pov
Tzuyu kept trying and trying and still couldn't get it. The members were doing their own thing when they heard a loud thud. All of them snapped their heads towards to sound and saw Tzuyu kneeling on the floor, crying. They became worried and tried to go to her when she suddenly started saying, "Why? WHY?" The other members stopped in an instant and listened. 

"Why can't I do this? Why won't I stop feeling like this? It hurts, so fucking bad. IT HURTS!" Tears were streaming down her face while she was looking up at the sky as if yelling at someone up above. "This voice keeps yelling at me, it's driving me crazy and I don't know what to do anymore! I feel so alone, no one can be there for me so why can't you at least just give me a break? Please just m-make, i-it S-S-STOPP!" She breaks down sobbing once again and the other members rush to her this time. 

They were all tearing up and holding onto her while she was crying, "It's okay Tzu, we're here, you can cry it's okay." Mina whispered to her with her gentle, calm and quiet voice as she held her close, providing some peace for Tzuyu. After some time, her sobbing reduced to sniffles and she passed out from mental exhaustion. The other members started crying even more since they were very, very worried about her. "Guys, I'll call the doctor." Jeongyeon stated and called the said doctor. 

At the dorm
"She will be alright, she's just mentally and physically exhausted. She'll need plenty of rest, water for her little dehydration. Oh! and uh... you should stay by her side, she needs support it seems." The doctor informed them and then left. The members stared at their maknae with sad expressions and left her to rest.
They gathered in the living room to talk about what happened although it's hard.

"I just, how could we not notice that she was like this? That she was in so much pain and exhaustion?" Jihyo asked quietly, breaking the silence. "We're her unnies and we didn't look after her. I'm the leader and I didn't look after her." She muttered that last part but they all heard. "Look, although we messed up so badly and yes, this is our fault, we have to be there for her from now on. She needs us. We can't dwell on our mistakes for forever, we must leave them in our past and be good unnies for her. So let's make a promise, from no on, we will take care of our Maknae and each other until the day we die." Surprisingly, it was Momo who explained and comforted them. They all agreed to the promise and waited for Tzuyu to get up so they could talk.

When she awoke, Mina was in the room looking after her, "Hey, how you feeling?" She asked the yoda. "I'm doing okay. What happened?" She looked so confused and very tired and ill, which made Mina's heart break with regret and sorrow. "If you're feeling a little better, we should go to the living room so all of us could talk. Are you okay to?" Tzuyu nods and they go to the living room.

There she saw all her unnies, waiting for her. "Unnies? what happened?" She questioned as they sat down to talk. "Well, Tzuyu, you had a breakdown when you couldn't get the dance move and kind of yelled out that you felt alone, hurt, and that no one was there for you. We all realized that, we made a terrible mistake... we didn't pay enough attention to you and we definitely didn't take care of you like we're supposed to. We regret it so much. W-we're really sorry Tzuyu." Nayeon explained and bowed her head as she started to cry a little. 

Tzuyu didn't know what to make of this. For so long she thought she was alone and that they didn't care but as the eldest bows down in tears, only having enough strength to apologize on behalf of them all, she knew that they cared and that they loved her. So she pulls Nayeon up and hugs her. "It's okay, Unnie. I'm sorry, I didn't tell you because I didn't want to burden you and felt like you didn't care about me. But I realize now that you care for me. I love you. I love all of you." She pulls all of them into a group hug. 

After they broke the hug, they all promised one another, "We'll be there for each other in our times of hurt and need. In out down moments and our up ones. We're a family, forever." 
 

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 Hello dear readers! So I really don't like this oneshot, I think it could've been better written but let me know what you think anyway. :) 

Thanks for reading! Hope you have a great day!

~S.R. Author :}