Twice Oneshots

Soulmates (Twice)

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Park Jihyo is the leader of Twice. One of the greatest girl groups of all time. She worked hard for 10 years from such a young age to achieve her dream. She once told herself that nothing would stop her from debuting.

And she made it, she finally debuted....but she never expected the hate and mistreatment she would get from everyone else.

Jihyo pov
Today we have a tight schedule so everyone was getting ready but I just couldn't bring myself to stop crying and get out of bed.

"Park Jihyo. Do not do be tardy for the other members. You are their leader, you must be responsible. You must be strong. So get up and get ready." And with that whispered monologue, I got ready and washed away all the dried tears, littering my face. I know it is wrong to hurt myself, but it's the only thing that makes my skin look somewhat smooth. It makes my fat look like nothing. It brings me sweet pain and distraction from my disgusting body. Those slashes and cuts, I suppose, save me from my mind going rampant.

One fact that's always kind of bothered me is that, the other members may have their hardships and struggles and I help them however I can, but when I am going through my harships, they don't see it. Although I do hide it from them, I still want them to notice and help me.

I just read all the comments on our latest video, including the hate comments. Obviously, they were just kids or whatever but it still got to me.

'Why is Jihyo even here?! She's so ugly and fat! She doesn't deserve to be in TWICE!'

'Park Jihyo does not have good vocals at all, she even dated Kang Daniel because she needed the views that came with the scandal.'

'Jihyo needs to leave TWICE, she's a horrible leader!'

These kinds of things, not vague hate comments, detailed words and paragraphs that hit me hard in the heart.

I headed to the living room, sat next to Mina who was waiting for Nayeon unnie along with the others and relaxed in deep thought.

No one noticed, I haven't eaten anything yet but they're all occupied so I shouldn't be selfish.

"Everyone, let's go!" Jeongyeon unnie yelled, but I didn't notice it, I was still in deep thought.

I didn't realize that all the members were waiting on me until Nayeon unnie came up to me and asked quietly, "Jihyo-yah, are you coming?"

I snapped out of my daze and quickly nodded with a tight lipped smile. "Yeah, I'm coming." I got into the van and we headed off to our first schedule.

Of course, they didn't notice I was in my head, but it's fine.

Time skip to the afternoon
We had just finished our schedule and were practising in the Michael Jackson practice room.

I kept failing. I was so frustrated but all I could think about was the comments.
I didn't know what to do anymore, I apologized over and over to the others and told them to go home since they were all tired. They sighed and left with quiet goodbyes. Not worried at all.

I kept on practising until it was around midnight, I couldn't breathe but I had to keep going, for my members. I wonder if they're resting well?

"Come on! Why can't you get this?! It's simple! You dumb, stupid, ugly ass bitch!" I fell on my knees and cried for a while and then kept practising even though I could barely feel my limbs anymore and I could barely breathe.