My blood dripped onto the cloth, it quickly swallowed it into the now crimson cloth. White was stilled along the edges, and the center was the darkest of it all. My wrist still bled but very little in comparison. It stung but nothing that would cause a problem. I dropped the knife that I crushed a little from the pain. I felt guilty for damaging the thing.
I held my wrist in my hand and the blood dripped down my arm. I didn't want to drop it onto the floor so I held it above the cloth again. The door opened and alarmed I turned to the door, the blood fell to the floor in my movement. Reiji's eyes went to the blood quickly, smirking at the sight. "Naughty, naughty mutt." He said walking in, shutting the door closed as he approached me. I held my hands to my chest to pull the blood away from him.
"Back up!" I told him to step back and move back to the table. He only smirked and walked closer, stopping directly in front of me. He leaned in close, his arm moving beside me. I saw him look from my eyes to my lips to the blood dripping down my forearm. I stood my ground this time, knowing that he wouldn't disobey his father. He frowned when I didn't play his game.
He pulled back from me, as well as took a step back. The red soaked cloth in hand, he brought it to his mouth breathing the scent in and swiping his tongue at it. He looked pleased and it made me scowl. This stupid vamp, I knew he wouldn't behave. "I'll forget about the carpet if you give me something else..." he proposed. I don't even know what, but I know it's not good. He knew what I was thinking.
"Just a little kiss," he said, looking at my arm. No way, what the fuck is he thinking? This piece of shit. "Fuck you," I said, and spat of the floor in front of him. He frowned and walked across the room, letting me be. I breathed a little easier. This is okay, as long as the master is okay and taken care of. I can deal with this fucker.
"You're braver," he said in disgust, and I cringed in disgust as he sniffed the cloth again. "You're mad," I said and he nodded. "I prefer the term mentally superior." I scoffed and laughed. He chuckled too and I immediately stopped. What the fuck is he laughing at? Asshole. I glared at him and he laughed harder. It was cruel, he was worse than the villains laugh on tv.
"Get going, you skipped breakfast and lost a lot of blood." He ordered me. Turning his back to me, he waved his hand dismissively. I growled lightly. "I'm not leaving her side," I said and he sighed. "She's safe in my care. Besides, she's in no state to give blood." I didn't like it but I believe him. He's got my blood, for whatever reason he wants it, so I know he isn't going to take from her. I'm starving, I do need to eat something preferably meat. Being hungry reminds me of the size of the helmet.
I left, hesitantly of course. Master would be fine. She's fine, Ayato wouldn't take it from her, right? Not when she is sick. He cares for her in a way, in a food way. That one vamp, Kanato, worries me, he's not as innocent nor sane as he seems. The kid Subaru, he hasn't done anything really, still pisses me off thinking about how he tried to hit me. Laito... I don't know about him. He does things, then he doesn't.
There's so much confusion. I don't know how to handle anything anymore. It's too much. I wish to be back at the church, the only worry being master. I never left the hall outside the room. I couldn't go. I didn't want to leave, nor did I feel like eating. Sure I was hungry but that could wait. Maybe if I was stronger, as big as that armour. Maybe I could be better. Master deserved better. Sliding down the wall next to the wall I held onto myself.
I don't think I should have ever thought I could do this. Be a guardian to Master. I'm weak as a man and a wolf. My hands clench, pulling the cloth of my pants into bunches. No wonder I was abandoned as a child. I'm useless. I'm not even worth a relationship with a mate because I'm so fucked up. I felt so mad, so drained. There was nothing I could do about it. Absolutely nothing. I pressed my forehead to my knees hard trying not to cry.
My wound still hurt. If I moved it would sting, it still bled slightly, I know it was getting on the uniform, but I couldn't care. Reiji could take it for all I care. Maybe even Shu, he's also into my blood. At least I'm useful for one thing, giving blood. My head stung with all my hateful thoughts, I wanted to stop them but couldn't. I needed to see master again. Selfish of me to want her help, but it would lessen the pain. I walked back into the room and ignored Reiji as he worked, getting into the bed next to master. It was the first time I had ever been in the bed with her as a human.
She felt warmer and I calmed a little. She was getting better. My pain lessened. Who would've thought that a monster like me could be with a girl like her? A sweet catholic girl. I closed my eyes, holding her tight. My face nuzzled into her hair. Focusing on breathing I matched mine with hers, slowly sinking to sleep.
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Diabolik Lovers: A Little Pet
Fiksi Penggemar(Boy x Boy) Yui has a dog, one she has had for most of her life. She loves him and He loves her but he is not just a dog. He does not know himself. His owes his life to you who he calls 'Master'. What may happen when Yui is sent to the Vampire boys...