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ROMAJI

"Ijimenaide yo" tte naite bakkari
furuechau no mo shikata nai no desu
kodoku wo binkan ni osoreteiru
shounen no boku wo yuuki wa kiratta 

onaji you ni ame ni nureteiru
koinu ni rikai wo motometeita
jibun katte ni dakiyoseteita
"kimi wa boku wo ijimenai yo ne?" tte itte 

"Tomodachi ni narou
Kotoba ja nai tokoro de sa
hanashi ga shitai yo na"
sonna boku ni higeki ga matteta
kikoetanda koe ga seidai ni
tozashita nou wo NOKKU suru
"Aitsu wa kitanai" "Soitsu wo damasou"
"Daikirai" "Shinjae you" nante 

Omoi no koe ga issei ni
kobande itatte NOKKU suru
kotoba ni shinai kokoro ga tsukisasatte
mou nakisou 

"Kibou wo negatta batsuda" tte
kodoku mou no souon wa
boku ni konna daishou wo
uekondeita 

soshite kyou mo koe wa semetateru
nagarekonde boku wa tokashiteiku
hito no shinri wo nusumitoreru
menyou na boku wo dare mo ga kiratta 

nigedasou to soto he tobidase
koko ja mou iki mo dekinai kara
machi no zouo no me wo saketesa
boku wa sotto kagedashita doko ka e to 

mayoikomu mori
ikiba no nai shizukesa ni
mata obiechau you na
sonna boku wo dareka ga matteita 

kikoetanda "kyou mo tantan to
egaita kyou wo matteru no
dareka onegai koko kara
tasukedashite yo samishii yo" nante 

omoi no koe wa shunjun na
kinou no boku no you nanda
"Kokoro ga kowai?"
"Ashita wo kaeru yuuki mo tarinai?" 

"Sonna koto nai" to NOKKU shita
monogatari wa sensai de
boku wa sotto shinchou ni
hiraiteita
uzukumatta shoujo wa itta
"Kinou mo, kyou mo, ototoi mo
hiroi sekai ga kantan ni kuzurechau
yume wo miteita" 

"Kowai yo" nante kanjou mo
"Tsurai yo" nante nakigoe datte
ehon mitai ni, sukuidashite shimaeta nara? 

mebaeta kyou no kanjou wo
shibotta koe de NOKKU shite
kimi ni hanasou
"Sore demo, daijoubu da yo nakanaide yo" tte 

Omoi no koe no shinzou wo
tsutsunde warai aeta nara  
Kokoro wo sukuu kokoro wo
boku wa yuuki to yobesou 

susumi hajimeta mainichi no
boku wa kyou mo heibon de
DOA no soto no koe wa mou
kikoenai 

ENGLISH

I cried, “Please, don’t tease me”
And couldn't help but tremble
I was scared at how easily I felt lonely
Like “courage” itself hated me

There was a puppy, rain-soaked like me
And I begged it to understand me
Embraced it and said
“You won’t bully me, right?”

“Let’s become ‘friends’, without using words
though I really want to say something”
But there was was a tragedy waiting for me.

I heard it, a loud voice that
knocked on my closed-off mind
“They’re so dirty” “Let’s play a trick”
“I hate you” “Just die already”
like that

“The voice of my thoughts”, all at once
refused to comply and knocked
If I can’t talk, my heart will break
I’m going to cry

The noise in the web called
“Punishment for having dreams”
was planted in me 
as retribution

Today, too, the voice pulled at me
flowed into me as I melted
I stole the psyches of others
Everyone hated me for being strange

Let’s escape, fly away
here, I can’t even breathe
Avoid the eyes of hatred in the city
I quietly dashed along to somewhere…

In the silence of the wandering forest
with no destination in mind
Again, I was scared
and there was someone waiting for me

I could hear it
“Today, too, I’m waiting for a lightly sketched ‘today’.
Anyone, please, help me, I’m lonely”

“The voice of my thoughts” was of the
hesitant boy I was yesterday
“Are you afraid of ‘hearts’?”
“Do you lack the ‘courage’ to change tomorrow?”

“That’s not true” came the faint knock
of the story that I cautiously
opened up

The crouching girl said
“Yesterday, today, and the day before yesterday
I had a dream that
this wide world was easily crumbled.”

That feeling of “I’m scared”
The teary voice of “It’s hard”
But what if we could be saved
like in a picture book?

The feelings that budded today
knocked with a small voice
I want to tell you
“Even so, it’s alright. Don’t cry, okay?”

If I could embrace and laugh with
The heart of “the voice of my thoughts”
I think that a “heart that rescues hearts”
could be called “courage”

As I start to move forward today, as I do every other day,
I can no longer hear the voice from outside the door.

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