First of all, I would like to thank each and every one of you for reading this. Whether you're coming from the search page, I send you this, or however you find this, thank you for reading. I spent about 2 weeks writing this, which meant a lot of revisions and late nights.
Secondly, I'd like to make it clear that my intent is merely to entertain. I truly don't mean harm to anyone who reads this. I am very much like you guys: David is one of my biggest comfort character, and I get it. I would cry and get upset that someone would write such a thing, but I wanted to find a way to express my experiences and feelings through writing, and what better way to do it than with my hyperfixation, yeah?
Third, I'd like to pay homage to anyone who has ever witnessed, know someone, or has gone through the experience that David had. Attempting something as wild as taking your life is a huge weight, and it's something that no one should have to consider. If someone you know is going through suicidal idealization or thoughts of suicide, let them talk to you. Hear them out, listen to them, and help them see the best in themselves. If you are going through these things, I want you to know that you are 100% not alone. I myself have tried to take my life this way, and it's an extremely scary experience and feeling. Realizing your worth is very hard, and I'm proud that you've come this far. Don't give up just yet, you have so much to look forward to. I love you so much, and there are people who love you just as much as I do, trust me. You're not alone. <3
Fourth, I want to mention that it's never okay to joke about something as heavy as this. Just don't. It's scary, and the trauma it brings on a person can harm more than you think. Now, joking about this as a coping mechanism? Go for it. It's your trauma, you cope how you want to. As long as you know you're better or are getting better. If you haven't gone through something like this, please fucking educate yourself. I am begging you.
Lastly, in the next chapter, I'm going to add resources for hotlines and free prevention guides for suicides and such.
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The Fire's Gone. (Camp Camp)
Fanfiction*This takes place during/after the episode The Order of The Sparrow* What if Max had actually walked away? What if the wood fell a few minutes later? What if nobody came...? Realizing the reality of the world in which he lived in, David takes matter...
