~Where We Are Now~

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⚠️‼️TRIGGER WARNING: ABUSE/NEGLECTING‼️⚠️
(Not between any of the boys
there will be flashbacks)
{Very Long Chapter 4100 Words}

Everyone one (TXT & BHM) was in the living room on their phones
A question came to huening Kai's mind
"Mr. Kim? What happened to you before the mafia that made you wanna become a mob boss?" Kai asked
Namjoon looked up from his phone
"You wanna know my trauma?" Namjoon asked
"N-No! Well! I Wouldn't Word It Like That! I'm Sorry!" Kai couldn't think straight
Namjoon chuckled
"I know what you mean, I'm just messing with you"
Soobin put down his phone
"I'm interested now" Soobin said
Everyone else put their phones down
"Really? Everyone is that interested on how fucked up I got to be a mob boss?" Namjoon asked
"You don't talk about yourself! The only person that knows this stuff is Jin!" Tae pointed at Jin
Jin smiled
"Yeah I do~"
Namjoon chuckled
"Okay.. um let's see. My mom was a Coke whore and my father was a drunk" Namjoon told them
"Oh shit" Beomgyu said under his breath
Namjoon nodded
"Mhm, I was 4 when they started to abuse me. When I was 15 I killed my dad and made it seem like my mom did it." Namjoon confessed
"How?!" Yeonjun asked
"If I can remember correctly.." Namjoon had to think about it

~Namjoon childhood Flashback~

"STOP HITTING ME!!!" Namjoon screamed
"YOU ARE THE CAUSE TO ALL OF MY LIFE PROBLEMS!!" His father yelled
"NO IM NOT!! YOU'RE JUST A BUM!!" Namjoon yelled back
"WHAT DID YOU SAY?!" Namjoon's drunk of a father whipped him with the metal hanger
"AHHHH!!" Namjoon screamed
He fell to the floor
He was in his parents's room
He looked under the bed and saw a pistol
"REPEAT WHAT YOU SAID!!" Namjoon's father yelled
"YOU'RE A LAZY FUCKING BUM!!" Namjoon yelled
He whipped him again only causing Namjoon to scream louder
Namjoon pulled his sleeves over his hands
He reached under the bed and grabbed the pistol
He pointed it at his father while he cried
"GET AWAY FROM ME!!" Namjoon yelled
Namjoon's father laughed
"You Won't Do Anything! You're Just Like Your Mother! A Bitch!" His dad laughed as he took another swig from his alcohol
Namjoon pointed the gun at the bottle and pulled the trigger
*BANG!*
Namjoon's father froze
Namjoon shot the bottle making it shatter
"Woah kid... I was joking..." his dad starts to back away from him
Namjoon gets up off the floor
"Joon put the gun down" his dad said as he was heading for the door
Namjoon pointed the gun at the door and shot it
*BANG!*
"GET AWAY FROM THE DOOR!" Namjoon yelled
His dad froze in place
"I'm Nothing Like My Mother! And I'm Nothing Like You! You Useless Lazy Fucking Bum!" Namjoon yelled and finally pulled the trigger the final time
*BANG!*
He hit his father right in the middle of his throat
He looked at Namjoon in fear
Namjoon watched his father drop to the floor and bleed to death
Namjoon wasn't scared
He felt a sense of euphoria
He had a small smile on his face
Namjoon put the gun in the back of his pants and pulled his shirt over it to cover it
He walked out the room and went to the kitchen
He went looking for his mother
She was blacked out on the table with a line of coke next to her
Namjoon grabbed the credit card that she used and put it in his pocket
Namjoon pulled his sleeve over his hand and grabbed the gun again
He gentle grabbed her hand and placed it on the gun in all the places Namjoon would have touched if he hadn't pulled his sleeve over his hand
Namjoon ran to his room and started to pack a bag
He had no idea where he was going and what he was gonna do but all he knew is that he had to get out of there
Namjoon soon enough ran out the house
He was running down streets and allies
He found a pay phone miles away from his house
He grabbed his wallet and found two quarters
He slid them into the slots and dialed 9-1-1
"Hello 9-1-1 what's your emergency?" The operator asked
Namjoon lowered his voice
His voice was already getting deep since he was hitting puberty
"Hello?! I Heard Gun Shots From Across The Street! I Ran Far! The Address Is Vicent Canon 65**" Namjoon said
"Okay sir we are sending police there right away. Are you okay?" The operator asked
Namjoon didn't even respond he just hung up
He sighed from relief until a grown man walked up to him and grabbed him by his shirt
Namjoon was scared
The man looked at Namjoon's shirt and smirked
He saw bits of blood spatter on him
"I heard your call on the phone. You killed them." The man told Namjoon
Namjoon was scared that he knew
"H-How do you know?!" Namjoon asked in fear
The man got closer to Namjoon
"Monster knows monster" he told Namjoon
"W-Who are you?!" Namjoon stuttered

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