~My Little Mafia Bride~

~He's scared~

It's been months since Yoongi, Taehyung and Jin were kidnapped and they noticed something
Soobin was acting a little-... well... umm... rude? No no no... umm... mean? No that's not it... well I guess you could say.... irritated or frustrated... no.! I got it.! His attitude changed because he's ANGRY
He's been training more and more and more
It's like he has an addiction? Nope it's like he's determined to succeed at something like he's trying to meet a goal
Taehyung walked downstairs and saw Soobin sitting on the couch
He kinda ran past him
"Eek.!" He squealed
Taehyung ran to the kitchen and hid behind Jungkook
"What are you hiding from?" Jungkook asked as he was making an adult drink
"Shoobin..." Taehyung said in a baby voice
"And why is that?" Jungkook asked as he poured tequila in the cup
"He scawy ..." Taehyung said and looked up at Jungkook
"Want baba?" Jungkook asked
Taehyung got all smily
"Yesh Pease.!" Taehyung said and giggled
Jungkook smiled
He grabbed a lime and put it on the rim of the drink
Jungkook walked to the fridge and was looking for the milk
Taehyung waited
He looked at the drink
It was pretty
The drink was pink
It had sugar on the rim
The lime on the rim just made it more tempting
Taehyung picked up the cup
It had a long hand and it was shaped weirdly to him
He was just about to put it up to his lips until.. Jungkook took it from him
"Nope, not for you." Jungkook said as he put it on the other counter
"Whyyy.!! Der is sugarrrr.!!!" Taehyung whined because he saw the sugar
"Open your mouth." Jungkook said
Taehyung opened his mouth
"Ahhhh."
Jungkook put his finger in his mouth
"Suck." Jungkook told him
Taehyung did
Jungkook took his finger back
He dipped it in the sugar
"Open." Jungkook said
Taehyung didn't think twice
He opened wide
Jungkook put his sugar coated finger in his mouth
Taehyung licked all the sugar off
"Happy? You got your sugar now." Jungkook said as he washed his hand
Taehyung giggled
"Yesh.! TaeTae is happy.!" He said and smiled
Jungkook poured milk into a bottle
He put sugar in it and vanilla extract
It looked pretty
Jungkook closed the cup and shook it
"Does babyboy want angel milk?" Jungkook asked
Taehyung nodded and made grabby hands
"What does daddy get?" Jungkook asked
Taehyung smiled
He waddled up to Jungkook and kissed his cheek
Jungkook chuckled
"Here you go baby." Jungkook said and gave him his bottle
Taehyung smiled as he drank the milk
He walked out the kitchen and again ran past Soobin and ran upstairs
Namjoon was walking downstairs
Yoongi was holding his hand
Namjoon saw Soobin
Yoongi was hiding behind him while his grip on Namjoon's hand got tighter
Namjoon looked at Yoongi
He was taking care of Yoongi
Hoseok and Jin where on a mission
"What's the matter?" Namjoon asked
"I-... I no wanna make him mad..." Yoongi said in a whisper
Namjoon was a little confused
"And why not?" He asked Yoongi
"He ish scawy...." Namjoon looked at Soobin
He was on the computer hacking into his own phone
He thought nobody could do it not even himself but some how Hoseok could do it without a struggle
He had a mad look on his face
"What's the matter kid?" Namjoon asked
Soobin threw his phone
It wasn't intentionally at Namjoon it just went in that direction
Luckily Namjoon caught it
"I Can't Fucking Hack The Stupid Fucking Phone!!" Soobin said and threw his head back in frustration
Yoongi squealed
Namjoon threw the phone back at him hitting his Adams Apple
"Ack.!" He choked
"What The Hell Was That For?!" Soobin yelled
Namjoon rose an eyebrow
He looked back at Yoongi
"Go wait upstairs for me." Yoongi nodded
"Okie bubbi.."
(When somebody else that isn't Hoseok takes care of Yoongi he calls them Bubbi because it's a comfort name when Yoongi is in little space and he doesn't have his caregiver/Daddy but he never called Hoseok Bubbi because that name is only for people that isn't Hoseok)
Yoongi ran upstairs
Namjoon growled
"You have some nerve talking to me like that." Namjoon snarled
"Or What.?!" Soobin yelled
Jungkook was in the doorframe of the kitchen
He was watching
He knew this was gonna be a good one
Namjoon chuckled
He took off his shirt
He was now wearing a tank top
"You've been a real pain in the ass this past month kid.! And you are really starting to get on my last fucking nerve... now either you tell me what's bothering you and you start respecting me or you keep back talking me and I beat the living hell out of you until I take your last breath." Namjoon said and cracked his knuckles
Soobin rolled his eyes
"I'm not scared of death.. like you said yourself... never be afraid." Soobin said and smirked
Namjoon looked at Jungkook
"Take him to the sparring room for me." Jungkook swallowed his drink
"Ooh.! That was one good fucking drink.!" He put the cup down
"On it." He said and walked up to Soobin
As Jungkook was about to grab Soobin, Soobin grabbed Jungkook's wrist
"Don't Touch Me."
Jungkook laughed
"You really need to learn how to respect your elders you little shit." Jungkook said and grabbed Soobin's pressure point before he could do anything about it he knocked out
Jungkook picked him up and threw him over his shoulder
He made his way to the sparring room
Namjoon rolled his eyes
"Don't Kill Him Don't Kill Him Don't Kill Him Don't Kill Him..." Namjoon repeated to himself
He took a deep breath
"I'm not gonna kill him.... I'm just gonna hurt him... really... really bad.." Namjoon said as he stretched out his body
He started to walk to the sparring room but didn't forget to fill a cup up with ice water
Namjoon walked in and Jungkook was standing next to Soobin while he laid on the floor unconscious
Namjoon walked next to Jungkook
He took a sip of his water
"What are you gonna do to him?" Jungkook asked
"Just watch." Namjoon said as he put his arm out and splashed his ice water on Soobin's face
Soobin gasped from the coldness hitting his body
He tried getting up but Namjoon kicked him down
"What The Hell?!" Soobin yelled
Namjoon walked up to Soobin who again tried to get up but once more Namjoon just kicked him back down
And again and again and again...
"We could do this all fucking day..." Namjoon told Soobin with a straight face
Soobin took out a knife and tried to get up but this time Namjoon kicked him in the nose
Jungkook stepped on the knife as he flung out of Soobin's hand
He was in pain on the floor
Namjoon walked up to him and stepped on his throat
"Wanna keep acting like a brat?" Namjoon asked
Soobin looked up at Namjoon and growled
Namjoon put weight on his foot and started to choke Soobin
Soobin stopped struggling
Namjoon lifted his foot just ever so slightly
"Wanna stop now?" Namjoon asked
Soobin was hitting Namjoon's leg
"Okay then if you wanna hit I wanna crush.." Namjoon said and put a lot of weight on Soobin's throat
Soobin choked... he was choking
"What's the matter? I thought you weren't afraid of death?" Namjoon asked as he watched soobin struggle
To be completely honest... Soobin was scared... he put on a mask... to seem tough... and scary... but he was scared... no no... he wasn't scared... he was never scared of death and never will be... but he was and forever will be terrified
Soobin started to cry from fear and lack of air
"I-.! I'll T-Talk.!!" He was able to cough up
Namjoon saw his tears
Namjoon rolled his eyes
He took his foot back but did kick Soobin on the side of his head
"Now, Sit up and stop your crying or ill truly give you something to cry about..." Namjoon said
Jungkook chuckled
"You sounded like a dad.." Namjoon gave Jungkook a scary look
"Sorry.! Sorry.!" Jungkook said and put his hands up
Namjoon brought his attention back to Soobin
"Why have you been acting like a punk lately?" Namjoon growled
Soobin was still crying and trying to wipe away his tears but fail as his nose was bleeding from when Namjoon kicked him
"I'm Scared Okay.!! I'm Terrified.!! It's Eating Me Alive!! Death!! I'm Mortified!! I Don't Want It.! But I Know I Can't Avoid It!! It's Always And Forever Will Be There!! I Wanna Be Like You!! Not Scared!! Not Terrified.! I Wanna Be Tough And Intimidating.!! I Wanna Have Control.!! But I Can't When Im So So So Fucking Scared!!" Soobin said through his tears
Namjoon crouched down next to Soobin and said
"I said i wasn't scared.... I never said anything about not being terrified..." Namjoon said calmly
Soobin looked up
"But you s-shot yourself, you don't react when you g-get injured... a-and you run a whole organization with all this p-power and money and o-opportunity..!" Soobin said as he was still trying to wipe away his tears
"One i don't react because I'm not scared but it don't mean my heart doesn't drop every time it happens... the thought of death is terrifying... one day not being here is terrifying but I'm not scared and that's a fear that I'm working on... I'm not scared of sounds or pain or blood or spiders or a gun to my head but I am scared of the thought of not being able to come home to Jin... I'm strong because I train without putting on a mask I'm myself and nobody else but myself and the way I run my organization is trust and faith.. I trust my men to not back stab me and I have faith that they'll serve me right." Namjoon said and looked at Jungkook
Jungkook smiled and nodded
"I'm intimidated because smiling isn't my thing but when I do you are very lucky." Namjoon said and chuckled
"I'm tough because I believe I am... I don't need reassurance by people telling me I'm tough I believe that I am and that's all that matters and the power and money and opportunity don't matter as long as you can keep your men in check then you are fine." Namjoon said and ruffled Soobin's hair
"Now stop pretending to be someone you aren't, you don't have to be a tough scary mob boss to be valid kid." Namjoon said and stood up and put his hand out
Soobin looked at Namjoon in awe
At that very moment... he remembered why that man was his role model... why he wanted to be just like him... just like Kim Namjoon
Soobin grabbed his hand and Namjoon helped him up
Namjoon smiled at him
Soobin's eye sparkled and without warning he hugged Namjoon
"Woah.!" Namjoon said in shock
"Thank you sir.! Thank you for showing what it really means to be a leader.!" Soobin said as he hugged Namjoon
Namjoon looked at Jungkook
Jungkook smiled
Namjoon chuckled and patted his back
"Haha... no problem kid.."

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