He reached and rang the bell.
Soon the door opened and his World frozed.
His jaan, his little baby is in front of him after God knows how many hours.
While she got numb on her place.
Her eyes were about to tear up but she had made her mind to not cry and she won't.
Blinking her eyes she stood there with a cold stoic face.
Sana- Boliye kuch kaam tha.
Her way of talking, her not jumping in his arms with excitement, her Emotionless stature made him drown in immense guilt and regret.
Sidharth- Baby...
Sana- It's Shehnaaz ,Mr. Raichand.
His heart broke brutally with her words.
She had not even been like this on their first meet.
But he deserves it he know.
He will pacify his baby with everything he could do.
Sidharth- Andar nahi aane dogi?
Sana- kisliye aana hai?
Sidharth looked down. His eyes moist and hair messed touching his forehead still making him look hot.
Sana sighed. No matter what, she can never see Sidharth in that way.
Sana- Aayiye..
Saying so she stand at corner for him to enter.
He did and the door closed.
He was still standing silent just with his head down.
Sana- Kuch kaam hai ya yahi khare rehna hai?
Mujhe kaam hai and I really need to go.
Sidharth looked at her with eyes filled.
This is the first time that she is talking like this but even this tone has respect which he failed to give her yesterday.
Sana looked away to not melt.
Sidharth- I am sorry..
He murmered but his voice died with the immense guilt.
Sana - kis liye?
Sidharth- I didn't..... I mean..
He couldn't utter a sentence and thumped down on his knees.
Her eyes teared up.
Sidharth uttered slowly- Can I hold your hand plz...
And her eyes shed tears.
He have never asked for permission.
He always knew that she was, is and will forever be his.
But today he failed and he doesn't feel like having those rights after speaking shit.
Sana nodded and he hold her palm like a kid.
He kept her knuckle over his eyes closing his eyes.
Sidharth- I know Shehnaaz, I know I don't deserve you.
I don't even know how I put those harsh allegations on you.
Seeing you with someday has always been difficult for me to even think off.
May be I behave over possessive but for You it all felt right always.
I always wanted to keep you in my embrace hidden from the World. I can never tolerate even a single finger on your cell.
But look na what I did.
His tears touched her hand. Even she cried.
Sidharth- I know after what I did, I don't even deserve to stand in front of you no matter how much disgusting I am feeling.
But I can't Sana..
I can't let you go away.
I know you will think that yesterday I pushed you out of my life and today I am telling this but you won't believe that I was about to come to you.
But then I was drunk and didn't know when I slept.
I am sorry baby..
Those trash are haunting me everywhere and I can't breath properly.
He was feeling dizzy but no, he want to tell her whatever he is feeling..
He gently touched both her knuckles on each of his eyes.
Sidharth- I committed a sin by raising finger at .. He sighed as he cannot even Say that again.
I am ready to accept your every punishment and whatever you feel makes you alright, I will do it..
He slowly sat on the ground. His eyes were partially closed.
Sana looked at him and then she tried to figure out what's he doing.
Her hand accidentally touched his forehead which is burning like fire.
Sana touched his forehead, neck, arm and found him burning.
Sidharth on the other hand kept shedding tears.
Sana pulled him up and drag him towards the bedroom.
Pushing him on the bed she sternly told him to lie down.
He did silently.
After few minutes she came back with a bowl of water, towel and some medicine .
Opening his shirt buttons, she removed it while he helped her in that.
He was having no idea of what's going on but he didn't have the guts to question her.
She slowly kept the cold cotton towel on his forehead and with other one cleaned his chest and arms..
His eyes were partially opened.
Sitting beside him, she took the medicine and made him have it..
Sidharth- I am sorry..
He cried like a kid with pouty and wobbly lips making him look adorable.
Sana gently patted his head.
Sana- It's ok. So jayiye.
She kept patting his head and Soon he drifted in slumber.
On the other hand Sana got a call from hospital about an emergency.
She looked at Sidharth and found him sleeping snoring softly.
So she went to hospital locking the door properly.
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Sidharth woke up after sometime but didn't found her.
He kept calling her, shouting her name but she didn't came.
His vision blurred thinking she left him.
He tried to go out but the door was locked .
He called her few times but she didn't received.
His fear started haunting him again.
Closing his tears filled eyes he sat on the floor with his knees hugged closer to his chest.
He was just chanting something continuously..
Sidharth- Wo... Wo chali gayi..
Mujhe chor k chali gayi... Mai bura hu
Bahut bura.. Very bad..
His fever had added it's effect on his vulnerable self.
After 4hrs Sana returned and found him in that state.
Her heart shattered looking at him chanting the same thing.
Throwing everything she ran and sat on the floor hugging him closest..
Sana- kuch nahi hua mera baccha.. Koi chor k nahi gaya.
Sidharth- bura hu, bahut bura..
Sana nodded in no with tears filled eyes.
Sana- Nahi na bubba, bhaut acche ho, sabse acche. Mera Sidharth best hai.
She kept chanting sweet words to sooth him and after some time, he stopped his chant.
Pulling him up, she made him lie on bed and laid beside her.
She had already changed the cloth in hospital before leaving because that got some stain.
He like a baby snuggle in her neck caging her in his arms.
She patted his back, arm lightly and soon both slept in each others embrace.
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