Lost feelings ~ xiaoven

1. There we meet again

School was so boring , every day is the damn same

I mean about the friends thing... it's not like I have that many friends
I mean I have Chongyun , his boyfriend , Kazuha , hu Tao and ganyu , her girlfriend obviously doesn't like me for no reason at all and what adds to it is that Ganyu is my sister

Life was just black and white , no colors

All I do is lay in my bed all day long if Hu tao is busy hanging out with someone else, it's not like I have that much better to do
I wish I could go back to when I still lived in Germany , Life had so much colors and I didn't had to feel so numb

I don't even know what made me feel so numb , well I do know but I don't even wanna think about it

Well I don't exactly feel numb , I just didn't feel happy for a big ass while , you know just not genuinely happy

My music overthinking session was interrupted by my phone *ring* I checked my phone to see who it was

Bestie chongyun 🤪😜🤗🥺

-YOOO XIAO

-did something happen ?

-YEA WE ARE GETTING A NEW STUDENT WOOO

-do you know his name ?

-I only know the first name I think it was like venti or sum

-ehm sounds cool ?

-OMG XIAO STOP BEING SOOO DRYYYYY

-omg so sorry bestie 🥺🥺😜😜🤪🥺😜🥺🥺
-anyways do you know what he looks like ? I mean what if he's a cutie *lip bite*

-no I sadly don't have a picture #sad

-😭😣😔💔

Venti ... venti sounds so familiar but I don't know why .....

~the Next day in school~

The whole class was pretty tired  , why does school have to start so early

"Ok class today we will be getting a new student , venti if you would like to come in and introduce yourself" he entered the classroom

He looked so oddly familiar and it just won't click

"Ehh my name is venti and I moved here from Germany" Germany .... Venti ... AAAAHHH It just won't fucking click

Someone from the back of the class booed "booo go back to your country nazi"

I glared at Scaramouche , from time to time I started to hate him even more

"And what about you huh ? Why don't you go back to your country Scaramouche ?" I mimicked Scaramouche , why was he talking he wasn't born here too

"Sir please don't fight in the class"

"And you are just not gonna talk about what Scaramouche did ?" Ugh stupid teachers pet

"Both students should stop now venti , please sit next to hu Tao , the girl sitting next to the window in the back"

I had this weird feeling , I can't explain what it is but it was weird

~*ventis pov*~

Oh god That was embarrassing my god

"Hello Venti ! My names hu tao"

"Hi hu tao"

"How is it on Germany ? Is it cool ? Is it ?!"

"Well I personally think Austria is prettier it has way more mountains and everything , Germany is very flat"

"Interesting anyways do you wanna prank some people ?"

"Ehe prank ? I don't think it's a good idea doing that on my first day"

"Ugh boring bozo, do you like anyone here yet"

"W-well I don't know anyones like character yet so not really ? And is it normal that people defend otherpeople from that Scaramoche guy ?"

"No usually xiao doesn't really defend people but he and Scaramouche are fat ass enemys amd probably because he bullied I think his boyfriend before and it didn't end well for the boyfriend but maybe xiao likes you" hu Tao winked

"What happened to the boyfriend ?"

"Well you know just the usual that happens with bullying , depression , more depression and then he offd himself"

"Oh... but why do you speak about someone's death so easily ?"

"I need to because one day I will be the director of the funeral parlor like my parents ! Oh and do you want me to introduce you to xiao"

"You don't need to but if  you want to " introduce me to xiao already

"Ok me and xiao are friend since a while but the friendship is kinda forced since his dad works for my moms"

"There's one warning tho , he's pretty hard to be friends with , he only has a handful of friends well I don't know all of them. But he is friends with chongyun , the ice blue haired guy and the other guy next to him and his name is xingqiu and Kazuha , the guy sitting next to xiao and then he is also friends with Gorou , I'll introduce you to him later "
"But I'm sure you'll find a lot of friends"
"Oh I almost forgot , xiao isn't that much of a talker"
She was Talking like a LOT

"Hu Tao and Venti please pay attention to the class" oh no embarrassing everybody was looking at us

~time skip to lunch breakkkk~

Hu tao dragged me to xiaos table

If I'm right there was chongyun and xingqiu and a girl I don't know

"Heyyyyy Xiaaoooo"

"What do you want this time hu tao" Xiao didn't even bother looking up

"Well I don't really have a reason but I brought the new kid"

"Hey I have a name !" I said quite angry

"Yes yea then the new kid venti"

Xiao looked at me for a second before looking back at the table , not really nice xiao ☹️

"Yea a little tip , don't believe facts that hu tao says Because half of them are probably a lie or a prank"

"HEY ! I don't always lie or prank people , I often tell the truth"

Ok this is so confusing

"Then what kind of Truth huh ?"

"Ehm I have to go , venti you stay here"

The guy named chongyun laughed "you two fight like some little kids"

"Well sorry for telling the truth but she can be okay at sometimes "

"Xingqiu what's your opinion on hu tao ?"

"Too loud for me , she distracts me while I'm reading in school" oh wow what a gossip table

"Hey ! You guys are completely forgetting that venti is here ! You guys didn't even introduced yourselves !" The Girl on the table said

"Ganyu chill chill , I'm chongyun , this is xingqiu , I think you already know xiao and this is ganyu well the is also Kazuha but he is busy flirting with his best friend "

"Eh hu Tao told me about most of you guys" it was really awkward

"See Ganyu now it's cringe"

Idk why but xiao kinda seems like the quiet kid of them because he wasn't really talking that much

"Oh right venti , you can sit down if you want , how rude of us" this xingqiu seemed kinda formal

I awkwardly sat down

Yea that was the first chapter 💅🏻🤪💐🌷✨🌸😙😌🤞
So yes stay Gay besties