Lost feelings ~ xiaoven

10.

"Yk hu tao is having a party this weeken-"

"I'm not going , I hate anything with a lot of people"

Lumine dramatic gasped AGAIN "does that mean you hate parties ? And shopping ? Omg you're life must be so boring"

"No my life is very much not boring"

"Only because I exist of course" Shut up my life was great without you

"I would tend to say that you made it even more annoying"

"Ugh such a meanie" ...

The rest of the lunch break was just deadly annoying

I just want to go home , if you can call that hell home

~after school~

"And xiao do you wanna hang out ? Also I will throw a party This Weekend , if you wanna come"

"No thanks."

"Ugh why , venti is coming too" Venti would make it less annoying but still no

"Still no"

"But everyone else is coming , pleaseee please please please pleaseee" I agree , knowing that she probably wouldn't stop until i was going

Venti then came up to us (was that English ? Idkdkdkdkdkdkdkdk)
"Venti , xiao is going to my party" she said while squealing

"Really I thought xiao hated parties ?"

"I do hate them but hu tao wouldn't shut the fuck up"

"Doesn't change the fact that you said yes~" Ugh they tryna Tease me again 🥶⁉️⁉️‼️ (BTW the emojis are not canon okay just A JOKE)

"What ever lets go home" wow great I wanted to be alone and now I have to go this stupid party
I'll probably just leave after a few minutes and finally be at peace ALONE

Being alone is great , nobody can hurt you , you can't get attached to anyone and there are barely any bad things

~at the party 😋~

Everyone was dancing and having fun while I was simply on my phone sitting in a couch , feeling a little overwhelmed by all the loud noises and all the people around me

I hate crowds , it feel like everybody is staring at me but at the same time they're not

"Hey xiao" oh it was Lumine again

"Hello."

"So how do you like the party ?"

"Boring"

"What ?! How !? It's so much fun , you're just boring"

"No I am not , I just don't like parties"

Venti then came over to us and flopped down on the couch next to me

"Hey xiaoo~ hi lumineee"

"Hii venti"

"Hello venti"

"Watcha guys doing" venti was talking very drunk