I'll Change My Mind

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Date in the story!-
March 23, 2014
Monday

*Rose's P.O.V*

I sat down on the couch next to Niall.

Niall picked me up from a photoshoot and now we're sitting down on the couch.

El's at Louis's house keeping him company while Liam's with Dani, Zayn with Perrie, and Harry with Nadine.

(A/N: Nadine is the girl Harry brought to LA with this year. Idk if they're dating in real life, but I decided to say they are in the story.)

Niall put his arm around my waist and pulled me close.

He pecked my lips and smiled.

"Hi." I whispered, smiling.

"Hi." he whispered back and pecked my lips again.

I felt sad, like a small piece of me left.

I guess Niall noticed.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked sitting up.

"Nothing...its just that, I miss Paola." I looked down, playing with the end of my shirt.

He lifted my chin, "Babe, don't worry....shell come back."

I shook my head, "Maybe." I whispered.

He smiled and kissed me.

I still felt sad, but managed to smile through the kiss. He just always makes me smile. He pushed me back a little until I was laying down under him and he was on top.

He deepened the kiss and slipped his tongue inside my mouth.

•SMUT•

I moaned in his mouth and he chuckled.

He pulled away and smirked.

"Even the littlest things make you go crazy."

He proceeded with kissing me.

Then he slid one hand in my shirt while the other held him up.

He slid his hand inside my shirt and softly caress every curve I had.

He pulled away.

"I love your curves." he mumbled and kissed my neck.

"I love you." he whispered against my neck.

I froze.

Shit.

He stopped and looked at me with confusion in his eyes.

I can't, I can't say it.

Yes, I know I should, but to me.. it's too soon.

Yes he might get mad at me later

And yes, he's going to be hurt, but I just cant.

We both sat up.

"Uh you don't have to say it....I know it's too soon, but I just want you to know that I love you." he said.

I smiled.

"Thank you." I pecked his lips.

He smiled, but in his eyes, they showed sadness...

- 3 Hours Later-

The lads came over with El we went into the game room and started playing old fashioned Mario Kart.

I already beat Liam and Harry.

And now I'm playing against Zayn.

"Oh...oh...yes!!!" I screamed.