I'll Change My Mind

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April 3, 2014
Wednesday

*Rose's P.O.V*

Sad

Lonely

Hopeless

Depressed.

Those were all the things I was feeling right now.

I sighed, got out of bed and headed to the bathroom.

I looked at myself in the mirror.

Wow.

My hair was placed in different places, it also stank a little, I had bags under my eyes, and oh, best of all, there were dry tears on my cheeks.

Note my stupid sarcasm.

"No wonder he chose Demi." I whispered to myself.

"Your so ugly." I whispered.

At that exact moment, a tear fell from my eye and rolled down my cheek until I wiped it away.

I looked down and started to brush my teeth.

I haven't even gone out of bed for......well I don't know how long, but it felt like years since the incident.

I miss him.

I miss him more than anything.

But I really couldn't do anything about that...

When I was done, I decided to take a cold shower...

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I stepped out, dried myself off, and got dressed.

I put on a mint colored crop top, black tights, and new black Converse.

Yup, new.

I bought Converse yesterday at the mall.

Yeah I know, 'if I never got out of bed then how did I go to the mall?'

I've been sneaking out to places like Starbucks, Coffee Bean, Forever 21, and Zummies.

Nope El doesn't know cause it's called 'sneaking out' for a reason.

I dried my hair and brushed it out.

It became really wavy and I brushed my bangs back, so it came back to the front, but it looked really cute.

I looked in the mirror again.

I smiled a genuine smile.

Joy

Lifted

Hopeful

Refreshed

That's what I was feeling right now.

But it instantly went back to sad, but not the others.

I'm still feeling lifted, refreshed, and hopeful. Well of course.

I sighed and looked into my little cabinet in the bathroom.

"Oh, thank god." I sighed.

I popped a piece of gum in my mouth and smiled at the taste.

I walked out of the bathroom and grabbed my Nine West, teal purse.

I tossed in a pack of gum, lipgloss, pink lip stain, roll-on perfume, and most importantly, money.

I put on a jean jacket and put my phone inside the little pocket.

(A/N: if u imagine her outfit in Ur mind, then it looks real cute. Especially on Ashley Benson. I'm imagining it right now😂)

I slung my purse around my neck and quietly went out of my bedroom door and closed it.

I looked at my penny boards on the rack outside my room on the wall. I had 5 penny boards.

Black with white stainless tires.

Black with stainless white tires, but I put a stainless sticker that said 'American Horror Story'. It was styled like it looks on the show.

A galaxy print one with black tires.

Another black with white stainless tires, but with another stainless sticker that said 'Switched at Birth'. It was styled the way it looks on the show.

And a mint colored with pink stainless wheels.

They were in that specific order.

I picked the mint colored one with pink wheels and went down the stairs...

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"Aw for god's sake!" I groaned.

Just like that, I became hopeless.

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HI!!!
HOPE U GUYS LIKED THIS CHAPTER!
I CERTAINLY DID
IDK WHY
I GUESS ITS BECAUSE OF THE PENNY BOARDS AND HER OUTFIT

(I DONT HAVE ANY PENNY BOARDS CUZ I HAVNT LEARNED lol)

WELL BI! -K