Moving on

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Mama do you want to go fishing to see if we catch our dinner or if we will be making something from the ice chest? Fish.  Mama do you have an idea what you going to do actually on a home,  townhouse,  villa or something.  I was thinking a small four bedroom cottage.3 bedrooms and a work out room with dining are small, kitchen, living room, pool and hot tub. Mama that isn't small. It is if you compare it to the villa. Mama can we go back tomorrow to look. I want to help you look and pick out my bedroom furniture etcetera.  Baby girl are you saying you want to live with me? No mama. I am sorry no a room when I stay over. Mama please don't be hurt. Its okay.  I know that was presumptuous on my part and it's still risky.
I hugged my mama and we got our gear to go fishing. OLIVIA this place cannot have photos of anyone but me.  I wish I could but cannot chance it. Mama I know we cannot take photos together but can I have one or two of you ? Yes, you can that, but they have to stay in your bedroom only. I have two that I took this past year. I will have them printed for you. I know with you staying with your aunts they will be stricter with you.  They are not as easy going as your mom is. If they say you cannot see me or do something. Just accept and no back talking or throwing a fit. Okay,  mama if I have to. Yes, you do. So have you decided what you want to do career wise ? Yes, I  want to go to culinary school and become a chef. You always did like cooking with us. I think you will be a great chef.  So I need to find a cottage with a big kitchen than not a small one like I originally planned. I am sorry but yes mama. You are so demanding.
We both chucka3le and mama catches  huge bass fish.
Mama I think we can go back now. I know what I want to do with this fish for our dinner.  Do you have green beans and almonds? Yes,  you know I love almonds. I always need my almonds.  I  will cook, you clean the fish and make us something cool to drink. 
We return to the camp site and mama starts cleaning the fish and I start cutting up the almonds.
Mama I am going to go pick some flowers. I saw some two miles back. I will be okay by myself. I have my 9 mm with me. If you need mex shoot once and i will come running.
I am walking and hear a noise and pull out my gun. I listen more closely and look in the direction of the noise.
YOU GOT TO BE FUCKIN' KIDDING ME. JULIET WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU AND CATHY DOING UP HERE BESIDES THE OBVIOUS? WE ARE CAMPING DUH. I thought you and Lisa were at another one. We were until mom and well long story short mom is getting married to Joey next Saturday.  I swear CATHY if you get my cousin pregnant  I will kill you. It won't be my aunts. I am  going back tomorrow with Lisa to look for a place for her to stay permanently instead of renting.  Please tonight be quiet.  We wouldn't want LISA to find out. She is an adult and would tell aunties. Agree we will be quiet.
I leave my cousin and her girlfriend to go back to having sex. Dumb cousin.  I am going to probably end up killing this girl.  Wow, I sound like my mama and that scares me.
Juliet would Olivia really kill me? I am afraid she would.  Juliet let's stop. I don't want to be killed.  I will get myself off. No, we can stop but hold on. I will help you.
I take  Cathy in my mouth and don't gag this time. I give her a blow job. Cathy is coming hard and I  remove my mouth because I don't want her cream in my mouth. Giving her a blow job is one thing swallowing it is another thing.
Thanks Juliet.  How are we going to get you off? I guess we will use fingers and toys and I will continue to give you blow jobs. I have a year and half before I turn eighteen and I know my parents want me to graduate from college before I start a family. Juliet this is definitely going to be close to six long years. I will do my best.  Me too.
I text Olivia.  You scared her. Great no sex for six years.   Thanks cousin.  YOU  know it is the right thing. You still can be pregnant and if you are. I KNOW.  I will abort the baby before you do such Olivia.  Oh Juliet that is stupid.  No its not. I don't want you killing her. You are not AUNTIE GLORIA and I don't want you to be either. Okay, I get and am sorry but you know.  Yes, I do. I will get checked out by her uncle and if I  am. I will need you to cover for me so I can get an abortion and live with knowing I killed a human being.  Juliet this was why I broke up with Chris.  I didn't want to have sex. It sucks but we know there are other ways to get your needs met without her pounding in you.  Olivia that just sounds bad. Yes but its the truth. If you want to have dinner,  come by in ten minutes.  Here is the lot number.  Okay, we will be there shortly.
Lisa I received a text from Juliet. We are at the same camp site.  Her girlfriend and her are going to join us. Cathy's uncle said it was okay.  Okay no problem. 
I text Juliet.  I told her her uncle said you guys could come to have dinner with us.  So don't blow it. I don't like lying you know that.  I know thanks cousin. 
I clear my text and finish dinner. I  know my daughter is lying to me about my niece. Lets see what I can get out of them and if she is like her mama.
Hello Lisa.  This is my girlfriend Cathy. Her uncle gave us rootbeer and vanilla bean ice cream  to bring here so we wouldn't come empty handed. Yeah my aunt and uncle said, since we  are here they were going to go get more groceries and eat in town.  This was so nice of him. What does your uncle do? He is a obstetrician. It must surely keep him busy.  Yeah, but he enjoys it.
Let's eat this fabulous food your cousin made for us Julet.  Olivia you still want to go to culinary school? Have you decided where and which one are you going to try to get into? Yes,  I was going to go to Spain but decided to stay here in Italy.  I can't leave my mom alone even though she will be married next week. Cathy come to the wedding. I don't see my mom saying no to it. Are you sure,  its a family thing. Our parents taught us to bring our friends to events for the good things not just the sad ones.  I would love to than. Is it formal or? Long dresses or close is being asked of us. Okay,  I have several or its a good excuse to shop for more.I will ask my uncle to suggest a place in this area.  I am not too familiar up here. I am glad he drove slow enough and didn't lose us. Juliet drove and I Iooked out especially when we were behind diesels and farm equipment.
My niece and her are good. I KNOW SAM would be proud of it but not of her lying to her being here alone.
We finish eating and have dessert. 
Lisa it was nice seeing you again but we better get back before my uncle comes looking for us. Juliet you text your cousin when you get to your tent.  I will.  Thank you for the meal Olivia.  You are a great cook.  I will be looking forward to more of your meals. I am not a cook but can bake.
They left.
Olivia you all three lie pretty good. Mama. Don't mama me. Your aunts would be furious if they knew she was up here alone with her. I KNOW mama but her uncle and his family did have plans to come.  He had to cancel because a co-worker got hurt and he took over his slots for delivery on call. They will kill her if she gets pregnant.  Oh, I already took care of that. I told Cathy if she gets her pregnant.  I would kill her.  I scared her and Juliet text me and said she would have cathy's uncle check her out and the next close to six years is going to be long. I told her to use other options.  I do because I don't want to be a mother at such an early age. This is why I broke up with Chris. He wanted sex and I didn't want to risk getting pregnant.  Vibrators sure come in handy.  Oh baby girl. I am so proud of you and scared too. I don't want you killing anyone unless its in self defense and you don't have any other choice.  Its not a feeling you get over with.  I don't want that for you. I don't want no back talk either.  Okay, mama but..no but baby girl. Mama I am going to go  to bed now once I FINISH the dishes. Okay sweetie.
I knew I hurt her feelings, but I don't want her to take after the bad side of me.
I go outside for some fresh air and see Izzy lurking around.
I come up behind Izzy and cover her mouth. 
What are you doing here? Was that Juliet and Cathy? Yes, where is her uncle a
nd aunt? Izzy he cancelled Olivia said because another doctor got hurt.  Our girls are going to be the death of us. Juliet is good like Sam in lying and our daughter is taking after me. I already had a stern talking with her not to be like me. I knew she was going that way and I did my best, but she is your mini me and that does scare me. Well we are going back tomorrow.  She wants to help me look for a home. She won't live with me but can spend the night at times.  I told her we couldn't take photos nor none up in my place.  I am going to give her two of me, but she knows they must stay in her bedroom only.  I better get going. I did tell Joey I was coming over to see how you two were doing.  I lied to her about everything else. I don't like lying but will protect your true identity.  She knows about you,  paddy and us not being divorced.  Her brother is a detective in Boston and looked into me to make sure I was goenough for his little sister. The divorce will still be there I will make sure he realizes the system had a glitch and our divorce shows up. Thanks.  Your welcome. Thanks Izzy.
Isabella leaves.  I should teach Antonio a lesson but won't because it will only cause problems for my soon to be ex wife. I will have Izzy to give Olivia my wedding band so she can keep it. She can say the Irish police sent it to her after they found it which will be easy for me to do because of my business as long as Jane doesn't snoop.  Dang detective in her.