Moving on

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My first therapy session with the girls were today and I was apprehensive to have it but so early before school was not what I had in mind but this was the scheduled time they been doing for awhile.
Babe I am scared.  We will be there with you supporting you in anyway you need us. It was hard for our first time but is getting easier.  It will take time cat.
We all were driven and I went with Juliet and Olivia.
Cathy it's going to be okay. Thanks.
Juliet hugged me and this was a hug from my ex in a long time.
We arrived on the military base for our session.
The therapist was very patient with me. He brought a lady therapist for us to go in our separate therapy sessions. I asked Olivia to go with me and the therapist didn't mind.
Cathy so I understand that this is your first time here? Yes and I am leery so that is why I asked my girlfriend to be here since being here we have spoken about it in depth.
What do you want to get out of your individual session? I want to stop having my horrific night mates. They occur during the daytime too and it scares me shit less.
Okay. Well I won't promise they will ever go away, but we can work on ways for you to be in control of them. Tell how you felt when your girlfriend and others couldn't keep you safe . Its not their fault. We were ambushed. We weren't prepared. Even if I had my cc permit and my gun on me doesn't meant I wouldn't of been hit. I do know that nor do I blame any of them. It was what it was. I am glad you have that mind set Cathy. Many blame others even though they know it's out of all their hands.  I will give you some exercises to work on. I hope you will return. You can choose the group therapy but the individual session will get you more in depth work solely on you.  Either way,  I hope you return.  Thank you.  Olivia thank you for doing to support her.  Your welcome.
Babe thank you.
How was it Cathy? Juliet,  Avery and Jenna different than what I expected.  I think I will return to do both. Good.  Well set up your appointment. 
I set my appointment and than leave for school.  I called my parents.
Mom -dad it wasn't that bad.  Olivia came with me to my invidual one. I think I saw John here not sure.  I couldn't get  close enough to see.
Wow,  maybe that is a good sign for your sweetie.  We don't know where he is doing his training at.
Love you both. We love you more.
I really think that was my brother but couldn't say for sure.  I wasn't sure what I wanted to major in so I was going to work on my general education courses first.
My accounting course was already kicking my behind on top of business management.
I was loving my architecture course and the teachers assistant kept hitting on me which made me uncomfortable.  I spoke with my professor and told her I was here to get my education not to be hit on by his assistant.  He said he would speak to his assistant and apologized for his behavior.
I went home and called Joys about him. Babe he likes what he sees and I cannot fault him for that but to make you feel uncomfortable I don't agree with.  I wish I was there but cannot wait for this weekend. I fly out tomorrow night. Okay, they will have someone there to pick you up. Okay love you. love you too.

Auntie Kiki help. Okay Olivia sweetie what can I help you with?
My aunt stayed up late to help me until I got it. I fell asleep on her not on purpose.
My poor sweetie. Lisa help me get her to her bed. She fell asleep. It's not even a week and her courses are cramming her with way too much work.  This school is not playing around. This type of work,  I didn't get until my junior year.  I really hate to see what her junior and senior year looks like.
We carried my daughter to her bed.
Mom this guy at school is a jerk. I spoke with my professor about him today. Its his assistant.  I hope he gets him to stop. Maybe your cousins can go hang out and help you if he bugs you again.  What do we need to do auntie? Cousin some guy keeps hitting on me and is making it uncomfortable. He is also the professor's assistant and I spoke to him.i hope he will back off. Well Jenna and I can go and hang out tomorrow if you like. Just point him out to me if he continues. He will get the Rizzoli beat down if he doesn't back off  Avery Holiday Rizzoli. Auntie what do you want me to bribe him to behave or say please don't bother my cousin? Auntie those tactics don't work well with our generation.  Avery we don't need you getting into trouble over here. Okay, I won't. 
Avery and Jenna left.
Babe what you thinking about? Hector said if we have problems he has people to deal with it. I won't do anything but never told my aunt about another person doing it. Babe semantics is still going to get you in trouble. Jenna maybe so but no one messed with a Rizzoli and gets away with it. Babe am I going to hand cuff you. Hmmm maybe.  Babe your bad.  Jenna is chasing me to our bedroom.  Jenna catches me and locks our bedroom door and throws me on the bed.
Oh Jenna.  Jenna nothing.
I laugh when Jenna pulls out her fuzzy handcuffs and uses them on me.  I know when they come out. The freak in Jenna comes out. I love the freak in her .
Jenna and I had fun in bed until 2 and finally fell asleep.