I know that iam wrong. How selfish iam stealing my cousin's crush. I cant defend myself. But he so hard to resist. My heart is pounding heavily, as suho and I were sharing the same umbrella. There is not even a gap between us, and he was charming brightly inside the umbrella.
" I have to resist him , I have to resist him." That what I keep on telling myself. Suddenly suho gently grabbed me inside the umbrella. Uhh my heart almost stopped. I looked suho with the interrogative eyes. He said iam getting wet, so he grabbed me inside.
I can hear suho's breath, also able to feel his warmth. This driving me crazy, in this moment I can't able see anything except suho. I think chenlee is walking towards us. ..... my mind is filled with suho who is right beside me. I dont care about anything anymore. I am going take suho for myself.
I turned myself facing suho, and I put my hands around his neck. I leaned forward to him and gently gave him a warm kiss....
Suho , just stood startled. Chenlee and some other students were also watching us.
What I had done?.......... did I kissed him??. No, Noway. Did I betrayed my beloved cousin??? No I just messed up . No, noooo. Please tell me this is just a fucking dream. Please damn.Suho pushed me away and he just went without even telling a word. About chenlee, even in the rainy weather I can able to see her hot tears shedding down, nevertheless she just saw a great betrayal scene by her cousin in front of her. Chenlee just turn back on me and walked away.
Even I turned my back to her, as I have no dignity to face her. The students who are watching this already started their gossip talks. Among them the new guy sehun is also standing. He just judged me with his glare. At the same time he gave Kyungsoo a evil smirk and he just went away.I am walking with no dignity, no confidence and with lot of regrets. Lot of thoughts are rushing in my mind. I am not myself. I never knew that i will behave like this. I am not like this . I don't know why iam like this.
After I went home , I just laid in my bed , and started thinking about chenlee, " can I call her? " . " no, how can I even talk to her"
I totally messed up.
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