JJ Maybank. better off without you ♥︎

Part 9

Y/n POV

Y/n " what are you doing JJ!"
JJ "Since when do you care about what I'm doing?"
Y/n "Are you sirius?"
JJ " yea Y/n I'm sirius!" He said and got in another car which I think its hers and they drove off. I turned around to see Pope John b and Kiara looking at me.

JJ's thoughts

To see her cry like that it broke my heart, the only thing i wanted to do was to hug her tightly

Y/n POV

Y/n " I want to go home" i said crying John b came and hugged me
John b " okay, let's go" we when to the house and the lights were on.
Y/n " I swear to god if he brought her here, guys go back to the party"

Kie " no I'm staying here with you!"
Pope " guys at least let's go sit it the boat they might wanna talk alone" he said as I walked up to the front door.
I when inside and saw JJ drinking, sitting on the floor.

JJ " oh look who it is" he got up and came over to me

Y/n " how much did you drink?"

JJ " i donno"

Y/n " why JJ?" I asked tearing up again

JJ " why what?"

Y/n " WHY?? Why are you acting like that? The one day your all up on me calling me beautiful and princess. Giving me All your fucking attention..care about me. And than everything just goes away.. you ignore me. You kiss other girls, you flirt with Kiara.. you just, don't care"

JJ " of course i care about you Y/n but your all up on John b! Like make up your FUCKING MIND!!"

Y/n " john b? Really JJ?"

JJ " oh don't act like you don't know,you write him songs, you're always flirting with him. It's like your just begging for him to just fuck you"

Y/n " your kidding right? I can't believe you right now. Are you this fucking blind JJ?"

JJ " what do you mean?"

Y/n "OH MY GOD, ITS ALL YOU!! Every song was about you JJ"

JJ " what?"

Y/n " JJ me and John b are like brother and sister. Just because i care about him doesn't mean I'm into him."

JJ " yeah right.."

Y/n " why did you kiss me JJ?" He looked at me.

Pope Kiara and John b came back and they were gonna come inside but stayed at the door

Kie " guys we shouldn't be listening to this let's go"

JJ's POV

Y/n " why did you kiss me JJ?"

JJ " it was a mistake Y/n" what are you saying you idiot, just tell her the truth!!

Y/n " a mistake? A MISTAKE?! JJ that night we almost had sex!"

JJ " but we didn't.. anyway Y/n, I doesn't matter"

Y/n " it doesn't mutter? OF COURSE IT MATTERS JJ IM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH YOU YOU IDIOT CANT YOU GET THAT?!!" I stayed silent.. I didn't know what to say, she's in love with me?

Y/n "Every time i look at you i fall in love even more. Every second i spent with you i wish it lasts forever , every time i look into your eyes.. i get lost.. it's like everything around me just disappears and it's just me and you. When you smile.. I can't help but smile too. Every time you come back from your house and i see what your dad does to you, i just with i could just take away your pain"

She was crying so I when and hugged her, she was crying in my arms.

JJ " I'm so sorry y/n" i said kissing her forehead
Y/n " i love you JJ, i love you! Not John b not anyone else i only love you!" She said crying. I grabbed her face and kissed her, she kissed me back

JJ " I'm sorry about tonight.. i wasn't thinking straight, i thought you liked john b and that all the songs you wrote were about him and i got jealous, I started drinking"

Y/n " and I always thought you liked Kiara, but why did you kiss that girl?" She asked

JJ " I don't like Kiara Y/n and to answer your other question because i was trying to get over you"

Y/n " you don't have to get over me" she said and kissed me I kissed her back and we started making out, than the door opened and me and Y/n stopped kissing.

JJ " oh come on" i whispered and y/n laughed
Kiara "are you 2 okay?"
JJ " were more than okay"
Kiara " okay good, me and john b are staying at mine tonight"
JJ " ohhh don't get too freaky" he said
Jb " i was gonna say the same to you two"
Pope " I'm forever alone so I'm going home"
Kiara&John b " good night"
Pope "good night"
JJ&Y/n " night" I closed the front door. And walked over to her.

" So where were we?" I asked
Y/n " hmm, I don't remember" she tease
"Oh really" i said grabbing her hips and pulling her close
Y/n " mhm, can you please remind me JJ?"
"Yeah, I think i can do that" i said and kissed her, the kiss got headed so i said
"Jump" she jumped and I grabbed her, i walked over to her room, I closed the door because well the others may be out but I don't wanna risk it. I but her on the bed and got on top of her.
"You have no idea how long I've been waiting for this moment"
Y/n " me too" she said, i took her clothes off and she was left in just her underwear. I started kissing her neck than down to her collarbones.

Y/n POV

"Can i?" He asked
"Yeah" I replied. He unclipped my bra, he started sucked the one and with his other hand massaging the other one. I was nervous, I wanted to moan because it felt so good but I couldn't.. i was feeling a little uncomfortable. This is going to be my first time with the boy I've been in love with for years. In my head all I could think of was 'what if i look fat?' Or
'what if he doesn't like it'. Than he just stopped out of nowhere

JJ " hey princess am I not making you feel good" he said kinda.. I don't know sad?
"Of course you make me feel good JJ"
JJ " well doesn't look like it.. you haven't even made a sound and you stayed still" he said disappointed of himself looking down, I lifted his chin up.
"Hey" i said, he looked me in the eyes
JJ " if you don't like it i can stop y/n"

"No, I don't want you to stop JJ. It's just that.. this is going to be my first time. Not only I'm loosing my virginity but your the one taking it, the boy I've been in love with since forever" I guess that took him by surprise
JJ " wait are you a virgin? is this your first time?"
" mhm.. I'm just nervous, i feel like you won't like it with me.." i said that because I know for a fact that I'm not his first
JJ " don't worry I'll take good care of you, you don't have to be nervous about anything, and y/n. Just because I've been with other girls this doesn't mean I won't like it with you" he said and kissed me.
JJ " do you want me to continue of leave it for another time?" Why is he so cutee
"You can continue" I replied
JJ " are you sure?"
" yes, I'm ready" i said
JJ " okay" he said and when back to what he was doing. He started kissing down my stomach until he got to my panties he looked at me asking for pro mission and i shake my head yes. He took my panties off and started kissing my inner thighs.

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