You're my Music- A SamSiv Fanfic

Alternative Climax Episode- Anu Varsini

YOU ARE MY MUSIC
EPISODE-50
(ALTERNATIVE END)

SIV'S POV:
This is of course a big day. I am gonna prove myself as a singer, as a proud member in the Brat's band. But, this is the day which is going to decide whether my love story ends as happily ever after fantasy or I'll be going through lots of pain and will be pushed to a crucial situation of choosing between my mom and Sam. I sat in my room looking at my gown designed for my performance tonight. I closed my eyes and took a long breath. I could remember my conversation with my mother last night. I could remember each and every word she uttered.

The whole band was on the jamming room set for us in the hotel we stayed. we were on our preparations for this grand day. Even when I was happy and exited about the evening. This nervousness, took over me. It was damn visible that Sam caught me nervous and even when I pretend to act normal , he can easily find my inner emotions as like all my emotions were programmed inside him. I walked towards my room to use my restroom. When I was about to open the door, I could feel a pair of warm hands hugging me from behind.
I am just already belong there. Who in the world cannot guess their own home. I sang his name in a tune, "SAMMMM". Yah! That's how a music is being communicated. He is my music. That hug comforted me and I could feel a sudden energy like he passes it straight into my body from him. I turned back to him and pulled him into a tighter hug, burying my face in his chest. He took my hands in his and said,
SAM : What's really bothering my papa now?
SIV : I am not sure whether I am ready for this. I am little nervous.
SAM: yah, I could feel it. But, do you know about a brave girl who survived inside a small cave for hours and her name is "Sivu papa"( he whispered my name in my ears). Do you know her?
SIV: yah! I've heared about her somewhere.
Saying this I punched him with a smile. He pulled me back into his arms and continued,
SAM: Papa, you are an angel. The only thing people can get from you is love and you are an amazing singer. I know that you are going to pull this off like a pro. Then, if you really stuck into a mess, don't forget that I am always there for you.
Saying this he placed a firm kiss on my forehead and moved faded away from my sight.
After a fun filled jamming, we went to our respective rooms. I opened my room just to get surprised by a huge parcel left on my bed with a note " with love-Bujji".

I could feel my cheeks turn pink out of blushing. I opened the parcel to see a classic blue glittering gown. That looked perfect on me. After my trials, I fixed to wear this for the concert. I rang up to my mom to confirm about her arrival to the concert.
SIV: Hi mom. Did you all packed your stuffs and when are you about to reach here?
MOM: siv just relax, we are already on our way. We'll reach there in an hour.
SIV: Okie, then I'll wait to receive you.
MOM: My little girl, tomorrow is a big day and the day is about you , about your dream. You take rest, I am older enough to take care of me.
SIV: mom....... Are you really are happy about what I am doing?
MOM: Kid, you are awesome. I know you are a great singer like your Ammachi. But, the way you get along with these boys shows your maturity. I've seen girls falling in love with a random boy she meets, but I am proud that this little girl is maintaining a good friendship with these boys without any love drama.

I couldn't reply her further. The only thing I could do that time is to stay quite.
MOM: sivu, what?
SIV: ok mom. I am tiered. I'll take some rest. You just leave me a text after you reach the hotel room.
I hanged up the call. First time from the day I met sam, I feared loosing him. I can neither loose my Mom nor my Sam. I wan't them both, they are my everything. I can't loose one for another. I totally forgot about the concert , about our album or anything more in this world than only about my mom's trust on me and my moments with Sam. What will a girl do, when she should choose between the one never left you behind and another, who you never wish to leave.
The whole night rolled off in fear and confusions.........
I suddenly someone came inside the room and I opened my eyes to see Preadeep anna in a black T-shirt and a blue coat over it.

PRADEEP: my dear sister , how is your brother looking in this outfit?
This man is of course a mood lifter. Besides my confusions, I decided to drop this topic from my mind and focus only on the concert today. I really wanted it to end soon , so me and Sam would get some time alone and would gather some courage to stand before my Mom holding his hands and tell her that "mom, I am in love with this man and I wish to share my whole life with him".
I turned towards anna with a smile and answered,
SIV: you look awesome as always anna,
And there came another voice from behind,
SAM: what siv? When did you start to drop big lie bombs like this?
PRADEEP: not more than you who tried to end up my whole carrier.
I don't have an damn idea about what they are speak8ing, so to know the situation further , I interacted.

SIV: Sam, what did you really did to my brother?
I faked a anger towards him.
SAM: I just did what your brother asked for.
PRADEEP: don't ask him. I am the victim, so ask me.
SIV: Ok, tell me anna. What did he do to you.
PRADEEP: I saw Mansa entering our hotel yesterday night. I asked him permission to just go and meet her once. He resisted me. If I wish, I could have reached her room without his concern.
SAM : but, he doesnt't know her room number.
PRADEEP: keep quite man. Yah, I don't know her room number. Atlast after an hour of argument he gave me a room's number. I went there. The whole room was pitch dark. I hugged her from behind and I was singing a song for her, and I could also hear her humming it back. After few minutes, the lights turned on and I came to know that that wasn't Manasa but a old lady who was of my Mom's age. Atlast when I called her 'patti amma' she became angry and teased about my looks.
Sam: and you came straight into my room and nearly took out my flesh though biting.
I laughed out loudly looking at their funny conversation.
PRADEEP: what siv, you too joined him ah?
SIV: anna don't you know the deference between Manasa and a old lady.
I burst into laughter again. This time sam too joined me and started teasing again. Pradeep anna stared at us both,
PRADDEP ANNA: The problem is not about what happened , the problem is about who I chose to get help from and to whom I chose to get justice.
Saying this he left the room. All left in this room is only me and Sam laughing out loudly until our stomach hurts.
Suddenly Sam took me inside his arms,
SAM: why is my princess still not in her gown?

SIV: what about you? Why did't you get ready still.
SAM: see, whenever a grand day like this falls. I'm really confused that whether I run a band or a kindergarten. I made those kids get ready with their stuffes first. Now all set, I'll be ready in minutes. What about you?
SIV: I'll start once you leave the room.
I pushed him out of my room and he held the door tightly , so I cannot close it.
SAM: What is your opinion about my idea of staying here and helping you get ready.
I gave him a sarcastic smile and answered,
SIV: Bad idea, now leave.
I took his hand from the door and placed it in my waist. He pulled me towards him and placed a soft kiss in the corner curve of my lips and set to leave. He always loves to tempt me and leave me brings out a wild me. I cought his shirt and pulled him close to me, I kissed his like I had no time left for it again. We both trembled and dashed to the walled. He pinned me to it and kissed a small curve in my neck.

suddenly his phone rang, he quickly vanished from my sight as soon as looking at the phone. After that I could'nt find him anywhere.
SAM'S POV:
I was waiting for this parcel so long. But this one arrives at the perfect time to spoil my romantic mood. I ran towards the entrance and collected my parcel and took it to my room confirming that no one noticed me carrying it to my room. I went into the room in hurry and unpacked it to see how well my idea came out.
I was surprised to see that it came out well than I expected. I should thank Paru for making this beautiful art for me. It is a thin silver chain with a pendent made up of my nostalgic ring with 'ss' curved in it.
This is too special to me, I guess it would be same with her too. I want her to see in this immediately , but still I chose to stay till a perfect time arrives.
Siv entered my room and I quickly hid the chain in my pocket.
SIV: where did you go? I was in search of you.

I was admiring my baby doll looking dashing in thus dress. This dress looks perfect on her. If it is possible, I will keep looking at her the whole life. Still I wish to pull her legs for a moment.
SAM: don't you have manners of knocking the door before entering a room?
SIV: what?
SAM: that too, when a young boy is all alone in a room. How dare these girls enter my room without permission?
I faked a anger and gave a sarcastic look at her.
SIV: ohhh. It's like I am not the first one to enter thus room.
Saying this, she pulled my tie , dragging me towards her.
SIV: what are you hiding from me?
SAM: who?
SIV: wow! Then it's not what?, it's who? Right. Then, tell me, who is she?

I was totally confused when my idea backfired towards me. I know she was not serious , but, I should clear that she did'nt get to know about the chain.
SAM: who?
SIV: don't repeat the question , I need a answer.
I know that I can't hold this suspense anymore. So, I pulled her in front of me and turned her towards the mirror placed front of me. I took all her hair and placed it in her shoulder and slowly took out the chain from my pocket and and placed the chain in her neck. I went closed to tighten the hook with my teeth, after that , I looked at her in the mirror to see her eyes closed. I smiled at placed my chin in her shoulder and she slowly opened her eyes and looked in the mirror.
She took the pendent in her hands and looked at it emotionally. A drop of her tears rolled on her cheeks and reached to the carving on the pendent.
I rubbed her shoulders to calm her down. She slowly turned to me with a tear filled eyes. I whipped off those tears and took the pendent in my hand and placed a gentle peck on it.
We both stood there for few minutes hugging each others. Then entered sri and asked us tob get ready for the program as it will begin in minutes.
This is the time, for which the whole band was waiting for. We both stood in the backstage holding hands. We've started the program and it is our turn to perform on stage. When we both entered the stage. I just got overwhelmed see this huge crowd standing before me , shouting my name.
SIV'S POV:
Once I entered the stage, I went speechless. I was happy and also felt like a big responsibility falls on my shoulders. I holded the chain which was gifted by a sam tightly. I looked around to see whether my family is present to see my performace. I could see vinai and ammachi cheering me with a huge smile, but I could see a confusion in my mom's face, I could't guess why. Then we started singing our somng and I totally forgot the whole world when I started to sing seeing his eyes.
When we finish singing, I can see ppl giving us a standing applouse. We both came to the back stage and our whole band went to a group hug.

I saw ammachi standing behind us. I ran to her and hugged her tightly. She kissed on my head. Then vivay joined our hug. After a happy family moment, I turned to my mom who was standing there in a frustration.
I walked towards her ,
SIV: Mom!
Mom took the pendent in her hand,
MOM: this look beautiful. Who gave this to you?
SIV: mom, that is.... (I dragged)
MOM: sorry for that, but I accidentally saw that.
Saying this she passed me and walked towards Sam.
She dragged him near me and made him stand next to me.
SIV: siv, you never cared about saying me this right?
I stood there weeping. Sam kept seeing me and my mom constantly. All our friends came for our backups, but my mom was not in the state to listern to everyone. She want a proper answer from us. I turned to Sam to speak out something. But, his silence hurts me the most

MOM: Sam , I trusted you the most. I never expected that you would be hiding a huge thing like this. Why are you not speaking out ? I want a answer.
SAM'S POV:
I didn't guess that this day will arrive , this soon. I have to do something right now. I will never mind fight with anyone in the world for my princess, but what will I do, when it is my family , who will stand against me.
I hold siv's hand tightly and spilled out everything I practiced for this particular moment to her,
SAM: Mom, I can all nyou that right?
She nodded her head as'yes', I continued,
SAM: mom I know that you'll always think about the welfair of sivanya. Don't ever worry about her hearafter, because, I am ready to even fight the whole world to protect her. Do you think I fell in love with her for her appearance. No . Of course she is beautiful. I love her for what she is. I beg you, don't take her away from me, I want her to live, I want her as my baby, I want her as my friend, I want her as my everything. Plz .....

I can see siv looking at me with tears. I could feel that also with her mom.
MOM: I know that myself Sam. I guessed you are together when you came home. You kids can think that you are smarter and you can easily hide everything from us, but just remember that we are your parents. I am not opposive, I was just protective. But, by the way you protected my daughter while she was missing , just impressed me.
I don't have an idea about, how she came to know about this incident. Then I slowly turned towards vinay.
MOM: yah, vinjay said me. My daughter was smarter enough to choose a man like this but not to inform me about this.
SIV'S POV:
After knowing that my mom accepted us, I could'nt stand at a place. We both ran toward her and hugged her. All my friend and vinay joined us.
This is the day to be remembered. The day I succeed both in my life and my love. What a girl needs more than this!
THE END!
WITH LOVE,
ANU