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Seokjin ~ SHUT UP!

based on "SHUT UP!" by Asher Postman

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Y/n POV

I'm sitting cuddled up with Jin on the couch in his living room. One of his favorite movies is on the TV. It's not one of my favorites, but he likes it.

"Oh, Jisoo loves this part," Jin says, smiling at the screen. (Not Jisoo from BLACKPINK, the generic one that everybody uses, besides my bias is Jennie 🙃)

I grit my teeth in annoyance at the mention of her name. He talks about her all the time. Every time I see him, I pray that he won't mention her name, but he does. I've told him before that I hate it when he does that, and he says he'll stop, but then five minutes later, he brings her up again. Why do I even ask anymore?

"Jin, I just remembered I have somewhere to be," I say, unable to put up with him mentioning her.

"Oh. Okay. Love you," he says halfheartedly, pecking the top of my head. He doesn't even bother getting up off the couch. I know he's still hung up on his ex—she was his first girlfriend, and I don't blame him for still being a little attached, but it's been six months since we started dating, and he has yet to let go of the past.

"You know what, Jin? I don't think this is working," I say, my hand on the doorknob.

"You know, when Jisoo would say that," he starts.

"I DON'T CARE!" I shout. "Jin, you never shut up about her! I get that she was your first, but that was then. This is now. I've asked you so many times to stop talking about her. Every time, you say you're gonna stop, but then you mention her again! I am so sick and tired of you constantly comparing me to her, and I'm so sick and tired of your constant talking about her! We never talk about me, it's always you and her! I'm done with you refusing to let go of the past, so this is over."

I walk out the door and angrily head for my car. I sit in front of the wheel for a moment and take deep breaths, trying to control my anger. Memories of all the times he's mentioned his ex surface as my anger boils over.

On our first date, he took me to this cute little Italian restaurant, where he said he had his first date with Jisoo. When I ordered the shrimp cartoccio, he smiled and said that was Jisoo's favorite.

We went to a bar one night after he got a promotion at work. Before we even ordered, he pointed out where he had his first kiss with Jisoo.

About a month ago, we went to an amusement park together. First, he mentioned that my T-shirt had Jisoo's favorite band on it. Then, when I said I wanted to get on the roller coaster, he gave me a sour look and said that Jisoo always hated roller coasters.

He was constantly talking about her, and I'm so sick of it. I grab my phone and send a quick text to Yoongi, asking him to meet me at the studio, and start the car. My knuckles are white as I grip the steering wheel, and I feel myself pushing the speed limits a bit. Yoongi's already there when I show up.

"Let me guess. He mentioned his ex?" he asks.

"What else?" I sigh, collapsing in front of the mixing board. "I've asked him a million times to stop talking about her, and he'll say he's gonna stop, but then he mentions her again five minutes later. I don't even know why I ask."

"And you want to write him a little something?" Yoongi guesses.

"It's more for me. I broke up with him," I say. "I've put up with his garbage for too long. I just can't anymore."

"I'm sorry," he muses. "So what'd you have in mind for your 'Dear John' song?"

(this is NOT a Taylor Swift reference—Dear John is a term used for a breakup letter. I love the song, but that's not the reference. Anyway.)