Most of the story will be in her Pov but some may be different.
* 8 months ago *
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I groaned as I woke up to an empty bed and well, empty house. The white walls mocked me as I lay alone in my plain white sheets. I groaned and rolled onto the cold empty side of my bed and grabbed my black iPhone. The screen showed no messages, no voice mails, no calls, But hey at least I could see my background. Right?
After about twenty minutes of scrolling through my phone I stumbled down the short hallway and found my self in the kitchen. I proceeded to walk to the fridge and got out milk, then stumbled to the cabinet and got out the box marked 'Cinnamon Toast Crunch'. I ate my cereal then stumbled to my bathroom. I looked in the mirror and put my hair in a messy bun. I looked down at my gray sweatpants and white tank top. I changed into black skinny jeans and a white muscle tank top that said 'I hate everyone' in black bold letters. I brushed my hair and attempted to look decent. Once I was done I put on white vans and grabbed my black jacket, before slipping it on. I got into my black 2000 Toyota civic and turned on my radio before driving to my support group.
When I pulled up I saw the regular depressed, insane, yet comforting teenagers walking into the small rundown building. I got out of my car and joined the small spread out group through the long agonizing hallways that lead to the small white room filled with about ten chairs formed into a circle in the center of the plain room. I walked to the last open chair and sat in between the skinny blonde pale girl, Ava, and the blonde haired boy, Caleb, who stared intently at the wall as if he could burn a hole and escape if he just stared a little bit longer.
" Hello everyone. Now before we start. what is said in this room stays in this room. We are here for support. not to break each other down even more." The middle aged man sat down on the chair to the far left of me. Everyone muttered out an okay, before he proceeded to talk. " Ok, lets go around and introduce ourselves. I will start first. I'm Will, I used to be depressed I didn't see a future for my self, but I kept fighting and here I am, and Im doing great. Now next taker?" He waited for someone to signal that they would start the circle, just like any other day no one said anything so he nodded toward me, signaling for me to start.
I sighed before telling everyone of my chaos filled life. " My name Is Violet. I've been an orphan ever since I was nine. Everyone I have ever cared for left. Thus why I was diagnosed with Thantaphobia when I was 10. When I turned fourteen I was diagnosed with anxiety and depression disorder, by the age of 13 I attempted suicide, but as you can see I failed and by the age of 17 i had attempted suicide five times and been switched from orphanage to orphanage in attempt to get adopted, but no one wanted the broken child, when I turned 18 I moved into my apartment. Now i'm here. and I'm doing fine, I guess." Once I was finished saying the same thing I say everyday the other seven teens spilled out their stories.
" My name is Ava. My father left when I was born which caused my mother to think that I was a burden, and I was the reason my father left. She neglected me, I would get locked in my room, not eat for months, get beat for things I didn't even do. This continued until eventually I was moved to a foster home, and kept getting moved to different houses. By the time I turned 15 I was diagnosed with depression and anorexia. I wanted to eat but I just couldn't and everyone kept pushing me, forcing me to eat and they didn't understand, which lead to my self harm and my attempt at suicide.I eventually moved into an apartment with my brother Caleb and well, here I am. Oh, and Im doing okay." Ava smiled weakly.
"Im Caleb. I have panic attacks and I'm depressed. I would rather not tell all of you my story because well, Its not important, You all will forget at some point in time while Im stuck with it. and I'm doing awful." Caleb sighed when he was done.
Once everyone told there stories we all got up and started leaving. I grabbed my black book bag and ran after Caleb and Ava. Once I got up to them they turned their heads to face me. Ava smiled and Caleb waved slowly. I smiled and started the conversation, and eventually exchange numbers with them.
and thats how I met the only two people who havent left me, yet.
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i know my books are not the best but I do this for fun, sorry if there are grammatical mistakes. Have fun reading
