Try-hard

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Maybe it's because I feel worthless
so I try to overcompensate for my lack of value

But then I end up overcomplicating situations
and straining the relationships
I've worked so hard to build

I'm not trying to sound complex
I'm really just trying vent
I try so hard but
I don't even know who I'm trying to impress

My mind is intricate
My heart is delicate
I'm smart but I act incompetent
I was really trying
But now I'm crying
And lying when I say I'm okay

I'm not okay

Everything annoys me
People always toy with me
I feel used and abused
and when I'm screaming everyone seems so amused

but I'm SICK and I'm TIRED
and apparently poorly wired

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